Introduction:
Big boy ... easy going, till you piss me off ... warrior poet ... erotic writer ... a very simple man with few needs ... have learned to live without love ...love has never been kind leaving less than it found ... i think love is a moment in your life without hurt that makes you think that is how it should always be ... but then ... here comes the hurt .. the lies ... pain and then more ... worst part is i am a romantic ... my love is an ocean ... none have even dipped a toe ...
Ocean
i am an ocean ... the depth unknown
and the surface is calm ... no emotion is shown
some come to my ocean and promise me things
about how much they love me ... and how their heart sings
they fall for me quickly ... and they know it is love
and they waited their whole life for me ... and its a sign from above
but they fade like the sunlight ... on a short winters day
they are all gone now ... have all gone away
the ocean grows calm ... the ocean grows cold
the ocean is restless ... with no one to hold
it is your own fault ... thats just what she said
the same one that loved me ... that did all that i just said
not one time in my life ... has love ever been kind
always taking so much ... leaving little behind
breaking my heart ... and jading my mind
hard to make yourself look for something... you fear you might find
they come to the ocean ... but never venture far from the shore
they are all excited .. im the one .. its for sure
but the words have no meaning ... they are empty you see
and the ocean is silent ... and the ocean is me
; ) Mongo
Sleeping hmmm you must be asleep ...wow the things that run thru my mind thinking of being there while you are asleep first i think i would sit next to you and just look at you sleeping ... then i think i would stand next to your bed and undress myself first my shirt ... then my shoes and socks .. then my pants looking down on you asleep there i would pull my boxer briefs off and let them fall to the floor i would then pull back the blankets ... very slowly and carefully ...so as not to wake you ..
i would kneel on the floor next to the bed and begin by kissing your toes very gently and very softly .. then i would kiss up your ankle and up to the inside of your leg ... very very slowly .. and very softly .. listening to soft little moans coming from you as you sleep then up to your knee and up further ...still moving very slowly ..and kissing very lightly
i would then move around to the where your face lay on your pillow .. being very very careful I would kiss your closed eyes ... then a very soft and gentle kiss on your beautiful lips now the most delicate procedure would occur i would try to remove your clothing without waking you i would move so very slow ... first removing your top ... sliding it very very slowly up and over your head .. then i would slip your panties down being so very careful as not to wake you
after all this time i would simply sit there and take you all in ... looking from your beautiful peaceful face down your neck to your shoulders .. down to your breast ... carefully reaching out and just laying my open hand upon one of them feeling the warmth of your body thru the heat of my hand then i would look down your stomach down to your hips .. and then to your beautiful pussy
i would stand very carefully .. and move to the bottom of your bed ..slowly moving up your body with mine .. putting no weight on you letting you sleep ... i want this to be a surprise .. i would gently part your legs ... just enough that i can get my head between them then i would very very slowly part your lips with the tip of my tongue ... of course your body would react a little but i would hold still just like that until i could hear your steady breathing
i would then push my tongue further into you ...each time you react i would stop and hold still until you settled down again ... no i would reach up with one hand and lay it gently on your breast ... taking the palm of my hand and moving it in small circles barely letting my hand touch your nipple but rolling it softly and slowly with the other hand i would very carefully place fingertips on your clit ... almost not touching it ...
then knowing that i may wake you i would begin very slowly pushing my tongue inside you ... pushing it all the way inside and as i did the palm of my hand would begin to put more flesh against your breast moving in circles still but now not just rubbing the nipple but also the surrounding area ... at the same time my fingers would begin to rub your clit ...also in a circle very gently ..
i would then pull my tongue almost all the way out then back in again slowly each action would increase in pressure and speed your breaths are coming in pants by now and i am not sure if you are awake or just having a wonderful dream ... the speed of my tongue is getting faster and faster and now i have your nipple between my finger and my thumb and i am rolling it and pulling it slightly ..
my finger and thumb have now grabbed your clit between them and are pumping it up and down nice short strokes .. the heat is incredible .. i have never been hotter in my whole life ... but the moment your hand grabs the back of my head and pulls me into you further is amazing .. i know you are awake now my dear ... and the transition from sleep to pleasure was seamless .. just as I had wanted ..
; ) Mongo
Sharing The Moment I walked a winding pathway... From the mountains to the sea... Just to lay upon this beach... With you here so close to me... No words need be spoken... No vows were passed between... The moonlight was our witness... Our hearts were wild and free... The stars all seemed to whisper... While the waves sing a sad song... We have only this short moment... And then I will be gone... Awake before the sunrise... Just to listen to you breathe... My heart wanting to stay with you ... But my mind knows I must leave... In my arms you were just sleeping... Like an angel laying there... a kiss upon your closed eyes... a moment of your soft sighs... You do not yet know that I have left.. So I never said goodbye... I just walked into the darkness ... and in the darkness... I did cry
Mongo ;)
Crying on the inside Days pass slowly at times ... like being alone isn't enough punishment ...
the minutes slow down ... my thought process speeds up ... a self hell i guess ...
i put up this front ... i think most do ... that everything is good ... life is good ...
but life is pain ... life is tears ... and its all a front ...
i am crying on the inside .. so no one can see ... don't want the world to know or anyone to see ...
i am cryin on the inside ...but the world will never know... life is just so cold .. and i won't let it show...
i awake in the night ...and lay here alone ... no knock at the door .. no call on the phone ...
but who would come over ?... or even just call ?... no one would do it ... no one at all ..
so i drift back to sleep .. in hopes of a dream ... where life is again happy .. or at least it would seem ...
but i always wake up .. and face up to life ... it was only a dream ... reality cuts like a knife ...
i cry on the inside ... so no one can see ... no one else will ever know ... and none will ever see ...
Mongo ;)
Sanity
when all that remains are the ghosts without names ... stirring about inside of your mind...
when all that you hear are those voices ... whispering things that you just don't want to hear...
when the silence goes unnoticed ... when the darkness seems to breathe ...
when your own thoughts becomes a prison.... a place you can never leave ...
when depression and melancholy seem to become the norm ...
when you curse at the blue sky and rejoice in the storm ...
when the day comes you no longer rejoice... at anything at all ...
when you want nothing from anyone ... simply waiting for the final fall...
this life is such a sorry place ... like a nightmare that is not a dream...
that makes you scream inside yourself ... a long yet silent scream... Mongo ;)
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