Ok people,let's get this straight from the get go.I do not do the sharing open thing.I do not do one night stands.I am a lady and proud of it.So if you wish to talk to me as a lady, welcome.If not move on,please.I am not into people who lie,cheat and are just plain dishonest.I won't waste my time or yours on that.So no games please.I have the man I always wanted in my life.But never enough friends.
Well this is about me read and learn.............. I am a simple person who has had a lot of experiences.And I don't mean the kind you're thinking.lol.Some good and some bad.I have learned from them all.I was married for 34 years to a great man.He was my best friend and I was his.Lost him. Not looking to replace him,couldn't do that,but looking to add to my world.I have had the fortune to have another great man to share the rest of my life with.To learn and explore new and wonderful things with.I love to do just about anything outdoors,such as camping,fishing and hiking.Determine to learn to rock climb,do some traveling, and so much more.I have three grown kids,who have thier own life,but welling to share with me.Like I would let them have a choice.I use to raise and train Arabians,and hope to get back into that one day.I am a true cajun,just lost that accent.But my friends say I still have it some.Love to cook cajun food,but can cook just about anything.I work as a waitress and own my on home.I do not need to be taken care of by anyone,just want to share it with.The best thing I like to do is sit on the couch with a good and loving man and watch a good show.Eating some popcorn of course.I have a real big since of humor.Love to make people laugh and I like to play jokes on someone.I'm a small gal,but can keep up with the best.My heart is big enough to have many people in my life.I love to read a good book,when I have the time.Have the worst luck with cars.Oh well.I'm as honest as I can be to someone and I will trust you to a fault.But once lost ,it will never come back.Well this is a part of me, you need to know about,I am not here for online sex or phone sex.Love can be and shall be of the utmost important thing to me.I just don't care to make a sick thing out of it.Well... If still interested just give me a yell.I'll be around.
I know now you rest your head in heaven,where once you did that on my lap as I rubbed your hair.
Mickey, you were the love of my lifeat one time and you still are in my heart.
What you gave me then, was something to behold.Only a few have ever known the love we had.
You told me once, that if anything happen to you,I was to move on.
That I had to much love and caring in me, to just not fine someone to give it too.I had believed at one time that could never happen.
But now from your love and your letting me go,when you told me that,I can and I am moving on.
I see what you meant when you told me,God blessed me with a giving heart.
There is no way I could ever go on in this life, without loving someone
.I would never dare to compare him to you Mickey, because he would be his own man for me to love.
A new and a wonderful love.
You gave me some of the most wonderful days of my past.
We laughed and we cried.
When we fought it always turn out in a laughing matter.
I remember when I would get so bad and you would just grab me and hugged me and then pressed your lips to mine.
Who could stay mad after that? No one. You brought out the words of wisdom I sometimes write
.And I share them with all my friends.
Know this MyMick,you are never far from my thoughts.
When I look at our children I see you in them ever day.
So have you really gone from me?
No,you're still here in my home,my heart, and in thier homes and hearts.
We all cried the day you left us and many days after.
Thinking the tears would never stop.
And we all got anger because you were taken from us.
But now, we know the day will come when we will all be together again.
I know for a fact if I do meet anyone ,you would welcome him into my life.
If you were here, thethings you would tell him.
This is my good bye to you, Mickey. May your voice carry high on the winds in heaven.
And be there waiting for me at the gates, when I come home to you.
Because you know as well as anyone, how easy it is for me to get lost.
MyMick ,I loved you then and I love you now.
Good Bye My Dearest One ! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BCOMMENTED.COM
As I am writing this I am listening to the music I love this most. Giovanni...Promises.Give it a try.I promise you it is very uplifting. Most of you know just what I have been thought these past three years. My answer to them is how can I not. I look into the faces of my children and see thier father in them. The hope of the future in thier eyes. Then I look at my grandchildren and I do see the future. With all that is going on in the world today. There is still hope. If not for us,then for them. But knowing it is in them to change things,does it not give us hope in the here and now.Sure prices are going up. Sure there is killing in the world. I do not in anyway discount that. But I just look at a child smile at the simplest things,and there I go smiling. I take the time to talk to the older people where I work and I have learn so much from them. But so many people are doubtful of our kids of today. Were not our parents doubtful of us? And have we not shown we still love GOD , no matter who trys to stop us? Do we not love our wives ,husbands ,kids and friends.? Then we did not show everone that there was and is good in our generation. We all work hard and strive for the best in each and everone of us. I have taken the time also to listen to my friends on here who are in need of someone to talk too at the time and moment.If we all do this at one time in our lives it would be an even better place to live .Sharing this is showing our love to our fellow man and women.Even though I have found the one to love and loves me,I will not stop being there for anyone.That may be my calling till it is time for me to move on to the next life.I am willing to except such as it is.I wish and hope all of us are willing to give thanks for the friends we have on here.I know we all do for our faimly.And most of all to our GOD.But remember there are those who are on here who are alone.We may not know just who they are,so take the time as I have to share your feelings of hope and love to them all.I want you all to know you have all been a part of my evolving into a better person.I just hope I have been able to do the same for at least one .Know all are in my prayers and thoughts as the days move on and turn into nights.May you all have a wonderful life and when you look at your child or grandchild remember a part of you is in there.
Love, cajunladycowgirl~~~patty ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~THE LONGING~~~~~~~~ Two souls forming together what alone, would be outside any imagination, Intimate, entwined sharing of spirit and source, The rapturous unbridled joy of just being, Together yet apart, unfulfilled, incomplete, and yet, To reach that somehow seemingly unreachable union, Remains outside our grasp. Oh, for changes in the past. Of dreams of "things different" and their advancement to reality, Of pain un-endured, raptures unimagined, time un-lost, Of the paintings passing through my mind, Whispers of what could be, what must be, what cannot, And perhaps longed for such a time, As only lost forever in the caverns of self-doubt. Future bleak and insatiable, And yet again hope intercedes into dream, And the great longing consumes all of heart and soul, Still the dreams of completeness flow, Happiness reached, loneliness consumed, And the journey back to the source as yet unfinished, So the time is yet fluid, and future unset. We still can be. By~ Patty
~~~~DREAMS~~~~~~
Dreams...they are a funny thing for us. We have day dreams and we dream at night. At night our subconscious is talking to us. In the day time we get a chance to talk back. Today I am thinking about those dreams we keep to ourselves. They are really our hopes and desires.
The things we dare not let out for fear of ridicule of being embarrassed. What are the things you dream about? As for me I dream about a certain man mostly. The idea of a life time of knowing this man infuses me with energy and a deeper longing to learn. I want to live by the ocean and do my best to understand it. Learn about the tides and the fish and the moon.I want to live in the mountains and learn about the trees and the animals and myself.I want to live in the desert and learn what being alone really means. I want to know my environment. We stand apart from it so many times. We are observers and not doers. We look but we do not touch. We are like that in our lives too, with our friends and love ones. We look but we do not touch. By touching I mean that we do not dig deeper or try to know more. We are happy and most especially we are safe. Distance in space and emotion makes us feel safer. It mostly makes us distant from each other.
We make love without touching. We raise our kids without touching. We go to church and better not touch there. No wonder our relationships fail, our marriages fail, our kids fail. We don't make that effort required to touch each other. To get to know more. We have all heard the thing about loving like you have never been hurt or dancing like no one is watching. Words. Do any of us really do that, or dare to do that. Loving require us to take that awesome chance that we might not be loved in return. What a terrible thought. We are afraid of commitment while pretending to desire it so much. We want communication while not wanting to hear what each other really has to say or is really feeling.
I miss those little touches that say I am here for you. I miss making love slowly in the middle of the night and then going to sleep in each other's arms. I miss love, communication, commitment, affection, romance in my life and will willing take that awesome chance to find it. I know what it is like and God I miss it so. ~~~~~By~Patty Smith~~~~~~~ (I have dared to dream again and it has came true.)
Well first of all,I need to tell everone my name.Hello there I'm Patty, smart mouth at times,loving,caring,a bit on the sassy side,fiesty and just plain looking for a man to share it all with..If you take the time to read this,then say hi back.I like to meet people who are strong willed,a little crazy in their out look at the world.A big since of humor is a must,love trying new things in life and wants me to join in.Camping,riding bikes to no where or anywhere,fishing,hiking,hunting,swimming,going on weekend trips,just for the hell of it.I love to watch a man try to fix something and see him get mad at it.On what I am looking for? Well this is what I would welcome into my life..Someone who doesn't hold back on their feelings,and accepts help when needed.Someone who is understanding of me enough to know when it's time to leave me be or when it's time to take me into his arms and just hold me.He has to be able to take pratical jokes played on him by me.And to know when I give him that look it's time to take me away.I have found such a man,or I should say he has found me.I want to meet all types of people.I am not out to have a contest on how many friends I have,I just have a real love in talking and meeting people.So if you see I have a lot of friends,you will see I do a whole lot of talking and listening.I like talking to women because they understand what I go though in a normal day.And yea we can have some bitch sessions about men.lol.The guys? Hey , what can I say.Talk to me and then you will find out for yourself what I'm looking for.I will say this,it's not a one night stand fellows.So if thats what you want , sorry...On here it is easy to be yourself ,but I have found some on here who like to lie and play games.Trust me you don't want to do that with me.Be honest and yourself and we will get along just fine. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Throughout life we walk many paths, and along the way we pass many flowers. Some are Majestic, strong and planted firmly in the soil. Some are Beautiful, And freely flow and dance in the wind. Theres others that have the fragrance, That makes you smile for awhile. In my life I have walked these paths. I have held the Majestic, danced with the beautiful, and savored the fragrance. Time has passed and I carry these petals of memories with me where ever I go. Yet something was missing, a yearning, a longing An empty feeling. Alas as I was passing, I looked far, and off in the distance, I see a single Rose. From where I stand its beauty is unsurpassed by any Ive seen before. When the morning breeze passes me, and I catch the enchanting fragrance, Im under its spell. As I got closer to the Rose I beheld. Around the rose is a fence and the gate is locked. Its beauty is so much more the closer I got. I noticed it had long thorns for self protection, to not be easily picked. Around the flower was a key to the gate, yet the thorns were so long. I noticed the tears from this rose is all the moisture thats toiled the soil around her. What could I do to have this rose, I would shed all my petals of life, and wrap around her stem to soften those thorns. So that I may protect her, that she can shed those thorns, So I can embrace and hold her, nourish her.. Still Yet She has the Key
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I live in North Carolina,in the little town of Pilot Mountain.A small little town,but growing fast.Sorry for not putting this on sooner.Just plumb forgot about it.I was born and raised in Baton Rouge ,Louisana,a cajun thru and thru.Just lost the accent from living here for twenty years.Now it's a country one,with a touch of cajun when I'm mad.Which is not often. Well,I'm a pretty easy going person.I love meeting new people,and accepting them for who they are.I have three grown children,and five grandkids.I love my faimly very much and would fight the whole world for them, if I had too.I love to do all things that there is to do outdoors.I love people who are open minded,they are not prejugdiecs,who won't mind my often misspelling. I love to make people laugh at themslves and at me.I am proud to say I have Sencea in my blood line,with Chic-a-saw thrown in for good measure.But I believe the cajun out does all the rest.I am not a party girl,but being single and alone,I do go to a country bar here.I like dancing and talking to my friends there.I was bless to have meet the man I did early in my life..I use to raise and train Arabains.Those are my dream horses.I will get back into it one day.I have a deep love of looking at stars.Lying on the ground and they are the blanket to cover you in the night.Walking on the beach at night when most are asleep.I love hiking,fishing and camping out,have done some hunting in my time.I tend to go hiking and lose myself in nature. I love the beach on a cold winter night.Just walk along the shore and listen to the waves and look at the stars glittering off the water.As I have said horses are near and dear to me.Can get on one and ride for hours.If I'm lucky and able to get back into them then fine , if not as long as I'm happy.I love riding motorcylces too.Just get behind someone and hang on.Feeling the wind blowing and an bug hitting me once in awhile is a hoot. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Visit www.hostdrjack.com CLICK HERE! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
> If you watch something long enough, it comes alive. If you think about something often enough, it becomes you. If you close your eyes it never happens.
It takes courage and strength to open your eyes. When you open your eyes, so much more is there.
Guidance, messages..it all comes in many ways every day. No matter what belief you have, there is a guiding light helping you, speaking to you. Sadly we miss most of these little suggestions. Life is fast and getting faster. It changes quickly without realizing it; it takes you up like a whirlwind. You have no idea where you are any more. You dont know whether you are coming or going most of the time. Its overwhelming and exhausting! A pattern develops and before you know it youve become something youre not. You feel lost in a sense. Confused at times. Eventually you just do whatever is needed to survive each day. You become the very product of our new computer age. Preprogrammed to act the way you're expected. Work, pay bills, work, bills get bigger, so you work longer and before you know it, life gets away. How do you stop this spiral before its too late? Is it too late? Where do you begin? Its too much, youre tired, you give up and fall in the very product you hate. It is overwhelming but its never too late if you dont want it to be. Nothing is impossible. You just have to want too and believe! But you have no energy left to even want too. Youre at your spiritual bottom, drained and exhausted.
Start one small step at a time. It could be as simple as saying, I want to LIVE or I want to know my spiritual purpose. Say it again and again. Say it every day and eventually the rest of you will follow this command. It sounds simple and it is. It doesnt have to be difficult. One small baby step is all you need. Plant one seed at a time. Everything that will follow will be everything you are the true you, the real you. You will see how Hope will start to grow, get stronger, then you will be ready to plant the next seed. Right before your eyes, that forest starts growing again. Many big beautiful trees reaching up to the sky for every hope and dream inside you. There is no right or wrong. Just dont give up! One seed at a time, one step at a time, the result is magical, beautiful and eternal. Its only hard when you make it hard. Its only impossible when we believe its impossible. Don't build walls you can't climb or knock down. Dont ignore doors you can easily open or are open and waiting for you to at least peak inside. Don't fear change. Never say I can't anything because you can EVERYTHING!
Dont say you dont have time. You do. Stop making excuses and hiding behind them. All it takes is a three second start by simply saying I want to ____. One step, then two and before you realize it, you're running your own life instead of your life running you. Take back control and start driving your hearts desire instead of life driving you. A child knows only the boundaries we create go back to the child in you. Dream the wildest dream.
Oh yes, its that easy! Are you ready? You have to want too. You feel it building. Just take a deep breath and GO!!
Life is too short. There is peace and happiness, there is a way to WIN! Plant a tree and watch your world grow!
Turn ons:
A walk on the beach at night on a man's arm.A slow dance,a smile as he looks into my eyes,a kiss as he whispers on my lips,I am his.And now I have found the one to do all this with.
Turn offs:
cockiness and someone who thinks he's better then anyone else. And guys who think just because I was truly in love with my late husband,that I am unable to love again!! Give me a break!!
Ideal:
The one that is in my life.WHo wants all the same things I want.Fun,love,a home togerther in the future,and laughter.
Activities: Well let's see,I love to hike,camping,fishing,talking,making friends,just lay out and look at the stars.I also love walking on the beach early in the morning and late at night,riding on a bike behind a good man,horse back riding,spending time with my faimly.
A • Q • U • A • R • I • U • S : the strongest
Trustworthy. Sexy. professional kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. VERY Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u. The most sensual in bed! Strong willed-very stubborn. Considered to be a "Spartan." The most intelligent. falls in love rarely-when found keep them!!. Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt.
Interests: .Meeting new people from all walks of life. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ People who are honest with with themselves and me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Favorite Music:
I have a love of all types.As you can tell by listening to my play list.My late husband taught me the true love of music.
Favorite TV Shows: when I do I have the time?I'll watch anything that gets my attention as long as I have a man to snuggle up with.The right one.And a pizza or a bowl of popcorn would be nice.
Favorite Movies: I like just about all kinds,from horror to funny ones
Favorite Books: I really like to read a lot of Stephen King and Dean Knooze and anything that holds by attention.I like to sit by a fire and cuddle up on the couch under a blanket and read.
Favorite Quotes: death leave a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
Not all people are lovable, but when we find someone difficult for us to love,it is often because they remind us of something within ourselves we don't like.
About Me: Thought it was time to revise this part.Well let's me see.About me is it? I love to have fun and be with good people.Take no bull from any and give none.Once I had thought I was looking for a specail one.Well he has found me and we have a wonderful adventure ahead of us.But now I am looking for friends. I am happy with who I am and what I have done with my life.I am willing to impart any wisdom I may have to anyone and hope to learn from them.Not saying I am smart as a whip.But hey I'm not so dumb either. Been though a lot and have the strength to go though more.I amd looking towards a bright and happy present and future.Not planning on slowing down just yet.Have a lot more going to do.I have climbed my mountain and my hand is reaching out to all and any who needs a hand.
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