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<> Rebel at heart! Non Conformist! Hiker, Writer,and photography is my bag! Inspiration from the pretty ladies, Thank You.....!# 1.....Iam waiting for a ride to the sky. And wish I had been a better guy. The road was long and I did get lost. Searching to find myself at a heavy cost. Kept to myself as a hermit would be. All the pain and suffering hidden inside of me. At the end of the trail we all will be there. I hope no one thought I didnt care. Being alone in this world is not good. Have tried it both ways as I thought I should. Memories of friends are buried in there. We are all on a journey but I dont know to where. A hand shake or smile is all I can give. Looking for a best friend so again I can live....PEACE....#2....A man without a woman is like a cloud without rain. Half a hole to be filled hopefully without the pain. They are wonderful creatures created by God for man. To guide us on our journey through this troubled land. I cant imagine how lonely Adam was before he had a mate. The touch and scent of a woman prepared him to enter the gate.(gates of hell)HAHA. You cant have darkness without the light. Or left turns, bad deeds or wrongs without the right. Please give us what we need ladies you know you are the boss. I cant imagine going through life without your special "sauce"...have a great day, see you tomorrow !!!!..#3 Soldier of Fortune is who I be. Lost on land like a sailor at sea. Ive seen and done things that would curl your hair. Lived on bugs, muddy water and rotten bear. I see things from a different view. No candy ass for me just a real woman like you. Have you ever slept on the ground or hugged a tree. Being close to nature is a big part of me. Lost as a stranger in a strange land. I wonder this earth even into the sand. Hopefully it gets easier every day. Being human is the price we have to pay. If we seek we will find the rainbow now. If we dont look theres no way no how. Thanks for last night you know who you are. The girl that visited my dreams and made me a star!!...Have a great day!!...#4....We all will grow some more than others. The strong should help the weak because we all are brothers. Dont turn your back on a fellow man. It might be you next at the garbage can. Love and honor each other in every way. If we practice this it will be a better day!!!...The kindest people I have ever met are on this site...Thank You.!!....#5....Dreams I will never see. On my mind constantly. Reality comes and goes. When it will end only God knows. Dont give in and let them win. Those that are evil and filled with sin.......#6......Here comes the night will it bring pleasure or pain long before the light.......#7....Send me an angel great spirit, an angel today. To join me on my journey that may take us far away. As long as we are together we will always find the way. As two hearts join to one. To carry on their spirits God has blessed them with a son. A man will take a wife. And God will bless them both with a long and prosperous life.......#8.....Flower child I will always be. Created by God for all to see. Do not judge brothers and sisters son. As we all began on this earth as one. Peace on earth is our greatest challenge now. The only question we have to ask is how? I pray for you and you pray for me. What does the future hold maybe back to the sea. Good luck on your journey my friend. Miracles happen have faith a heart is on the mend.....#9.....Your eyes are a highway I would love to travel. Seeing all the wonderful things and mysteries to unravel. To join you on that journey would surely be my goal. Looking deep inside to see your naked soul. I have been blessed to see beyond the shell. But the feelings I have inside sometimes feel like hell. When you know of all there suffering and can see through there eyes. I would hope after that they reach open skies. The spirit we have inside is sometimes hid from view. Every time I read this poem I will always think of you.....#10.....Those big beautiful eyes are an attraction to me. Like a highway to heaven I would love to see. I see kindness and depth I have never seen before. Good things will become of you I can be sure. Looking inside I see fire and ice. Finding out about both sure would be nice.....#11.....I chased my dreams thats hard for some. Little did I know that the time had come. The butterfly had come and gone before I had a chance to see. The wonders that it held inside I thought were meant for me.!.....# 12...Big beautiful eyes looking at me. The wonders inside I can plainly see. A heart of gold and a soul thats good. Would join you in there if I thought I could. Kindness, compassion are not all I see. Openness, understanding and the best person you can be. The beauty I see is beyond compare. The beauty inside a much better fare. You look like the perfect woman if it was up to me. And your journey a pleasant one I hope it will be....# 13....The good the bad the ugly there all inside of me. The appearance I project is cool I couldnt let them see. The stuff thats buried down inside If you could walk that road. Its about a mile wide and flat as a road killed toad. My life has been a journey that iam glad to tell. I may make it sound real good but really its been hell. Tomorrow is a better day because yesterday is gone. Live your life and give your love. And maybe someday we will meet above....In 1991 Was born again, I got a hundred year old bible and went to talk to God. I thought If I went to a mountain top he would surely answer me, like Moses I guess. Got to the trail head about 4 AM. A lot of snow 2ft not enough to stop me though. It was pitch black but a had a mini mag light, so away I went. It went better than expected 3hrs later I was close to the top, had seen a fantastic sunrise and was really pumped up for this. A few dark clouds moved in but I was on a mission, to reach that peak. 5min away from the summit A few bolts of lightning hit the mountain. Then it stopped so I went for it. In my profile is the picture I took that day. I set up the tripod and camera and another bolt hit the mountain. This was getting serious, I was in a bad spot next to that antenna. Took a photo and started down it was snowing now. More intense bolts now. I still thought I would hear a voice. The next one changed my mind it was so bright I was blinded for a few seconds. I think I understood what he was saying. Get off my mountain you idiot. I stuffed the camera bag under my jacket and tied my rain poncho on my rear. Off the trail and over the side I went. A snow covered slope was the quickest way down. It was cool for a while sliding like on a sled, but my foot caught a rock and flipped me on my face, this wasnt good. I was worried about the camera. After about 2,000ft I hit the rocks had my hands in front of my face, had some cuts but I was alive. Camera made it too. A real struggle in deep snow to get the rest of the way down. I was wiped out by the time I got to the parking lot. A ranger was waiting. Gave me a hard time about being on a trail that was closed. In the dark I hadnt seen the sign. Closed because of the weather.! After thinking I realised, Gods not up there but in my heart wherever I go. A true story.!.......# 14........Soaring through the sky. Just you and I. Hand in hand soul to soul. Connected forever is our goal. God blessed us with a son. Hugged and kissed by every one. A piece both of you and me. Made a sailor of the sea. A better story could not be found. When I hold you close I hear no sound....<<<<<<<>>>>>>>Up date a "WARNING" The next woman I get a hold of better expect " A WILD RIDE " lasting for days. You have been "WARNED"<<<<<<<>>>>>>>.....# 15....An Angel leads me from the darkness in to the light. Her hair like golden threads turns to smoke as I gaze into the night. Her eyes deep pools I see. Swirling, drawing me. Into, into ETERNITY,!.......#16.....Dont spend your life on yesterdays but think about tomorrow. The future is all we have and hopefully without sorrow. Never give up hope my friend. As we get closer to the end. Remember all the journeys and all the friends we have had. Good times bad times we shouldnt have a reason to be sad. God has blessed me one more time when he brought you in my life. I would be the luckiest man in the world if you ever became my wife.!...# 17...Look deep in to my eyes. The essence of my soul reflecting to know surprise. We radiate waves of Ora to receptors. People who can see through the shell to the true self within. Open to the world can be harmful. Open to a true friend a blessing. Let trust be on our minds when we speak. Guarding the secrets we were meant to keep. On into eternity our souls will go. Taking memories of friends to the one who already knows.....#18....For what its worth, one broken heart one broken mind.Nothing worse you will ever find. Keep your soul safe and hold it close. When the devil approaches Pray for Gods help a double dose......# 19....Another miracle another day. Having fun making friends along the way. Found your soul mate yet I hope you do. Peace and love to humanity and all the best to you.!.><><><>< The Bug Juice story. I was sent to military school at 7yrs One of the best things we liked was a green drink we called bug juice. The word was it had saltpeter in it but it sure tasted good. I was in the cottage barracks the littlest kids were in there 6 to 10. After lights our unit would go out to scout around. we tried to get in thr armory, but too many locks. The kitchen had a screen door with a hook latch. we knew that the bug juice was in there. I got a piece of wire and un hooked the latch, we started searching for it, we thought it was a liquid and looked everywhere. We finally found some green power. This was it, we didnt have anything to put it in so we put it in our pockets and went back to the barracs and mixed it up in cups it was great stuff. We went back night after night until we were caught. The ants had found our stash and the laundry found it inside of our pants. We had to stand at attention for hours to work this off. They fixed the door too so we couldnt get in. We still got bug juice but not all we wanted......><><><><>,....# 20.....Feathers, Trees, Stones and Beads. We will be judged by our deeds. Seek Peace Love and Serenity and plant your seeds. We Are Human and All Have Needs......#21.....Search as ye may maiden you will never find a heart as true as mine. Princess of my realm you will be on a Pedestal for all to see.......#22....Music is my medicine I need it every day. I get happy with every dose in each and every Way. Played long and hard Is the way I love to hear it. It gets inside of me and I dance like a spirit. Rock by guitar blues by sax. Jimi used it like an axe. Kinny G. will wail and whine. And make sure we have a very good time.....#23....I thought it would be fun. Always being on the run. No moss grew under my feet. No soul-mate did I ever meet. I need to find a home. That we can call our own. To build a nest for you. Just big enough for two. I would hold you in my arms Dear. And press you close and keep you near. If God could find a way. To always make you stay. You gave your love to me. In our future I can see. A long and happy life. Along side of me as my wife.........# 24..........Rock fills my head every day. If I had a choice I wouldnt have it any other way. Music keeps me grounded and down to earth. The price you pay for sanity is well what its worth. Dont let them tell you it will hurt your ears. If it seems too loud just have a few more beers. Dont give up your search yet. Its all going to work for you Iam willing to bet..........# 25.........Why so much pain and sorrow. Guess its going to be the same tomorrow. Keep your head low and watch the sky. Anything can happen and you know why. The law of averages is on your side. Unless this huge rock were on decides to collide. Live for today and I will tell you why. Maybe tomorrow all we will have left is to kiss our asses good by. Peace Today Peace tomorrow I pray. I dont think we have any other way.....Good Luck To Us We Are Going To Need It..........# 26.......I have something to tell you that will curl your hair. Not on your head but way down there. Your legs are so long and beautiful there is no end. I could lay here all night while our minds blend. You smell so fine Ive got the scent. I was so confused I didnt know where I went. Around the world you told me I guess so I said. I had seen it all and never left the bed.........# 27........Deep in the forest we all know. Herbs are growing by that guy named Joe. Never seeing or never hearing him. He blends into nature looking like a stem. Thank God for him for people like me. He opens our eyes so we can finally see .....# 28......The snipe is for those of you that dont know. A mystical, magical elusive creature. Formed in the mind of man. To search for this wondrous thing is a sport practiced through out the land. Usually at night with the moon shining bright. Stumbling, bumbling through the woods we go. Having fun and laughing all being part of the show. Being close to nature is what we choose. If we dont protect our forests believe me we all loose. The time of man may be coming to and end. I hope its not too late to help the earth to "MEND".....# 29.....Today has been and awesome day the best I can remember. I had someone jerk my chain and stiffen my third member. Her name is special I knows thats so. That guy down the street said she was a HO. I hope the doctor sees me next. If I catch this crap I will never text.....#30.... All I can say is love will find a way. The moment we get together will be a better day. Feeling kind of funny on the inside. Wonder if you will ever be my bride. I want you in my arms so I can tell you dear. I will always want your love and always keep you near. The words you said last night. By my heart it felt so right. I feel a bit of fear now. Love I need to give you will show me how. Every time I think of you I feel it in my heart. If God blesses us we will have a brand new start.......# 31......I have a friend named Scott as you all know. He is a hella of a guy and hes my bro. He had a hard life its sad to say. If he had a girlfriend it would be a better day. Check him out ladies hes a real fine man. And with your help I will do all that I can.......# 32......The eyes of passion are burned into my soul. Little did I know that you would make me whole. To hold you in my arms and squeeze you tightly dear. And kiss you on the neck and hold you very near. The love we have between us has sprouted from my heart. When my eyes spotted you I knew it from the start. The busy life we have has kept us on the run. God gave us a precious gift a one and only son. Our lives have been a journey and really its been good. Having helped other people as I thought I should. The goal we have to look for is out of reach no more. The road that leads to heaven will open up the door. When god made this world he had one thing in mind. To believe in a spirit and reproduce our kind. One final note I give you a precious gift Iam told. The love we have between us will last beyond the old. True love protects the heart and it will never die. God will watch us both as we ride into the sky...........# 33.........As long as I go where ever I ride. I know you will be by my side. With your arms wrapped around me I can feel your heart. The road we have traveled was good from the start. The good I see inside of you is true. The best I have found and I know it is you. The nights are long and the bed it is cold. With you by my side we both can grow old. Our lives alone have not been so good. Would start it all over if I thought that I could. God has a plan for you and for me. Smiling and happy the best we can be...........# 34..........Upon a hill Yonder light breaks. The sun bringing warmth and life. To our town morning wakens. Children play in the street. Vendors sell there wares. Fish cart selling fish. Bar keep opens the door. A smiling face greets his neighbor. The horse cart from the dairy is here. At the door of the kitchen. All the children are near.........# 35........I see the most wonderful toes. Why there so pretty only God knows. The size couldnt be better. Made perfect just to the letter. There not ugly and look like claws. There very beautiful and look like your ma's. The hair was long and now it is short. Hope it is warm inside your fort. My God can see you every day. He will take care of you if I have my way. Changes in the season will always be so. Warmth is coming you have to know........# 36.........When I woke this morning I prayed my soul to take. Last night I had made a very huge mistake. When I knew I had 15 minutes or was going to lose. I didnt have time to take a short snooze. Under pressure I can blow it maybe. I surely dont want to show it to my lady. You are sweet and kind and a good friend. I hope I didnt do something we cant mend. To show I care about your feeling. I asked forgiveness while I was kneeling. After this your my friend I hope. Or I have been a very big dope. I care for you into my heart. I hope we can have a brand new start. Some day we may laugh at this. Hopefully before a great big kiss............# 37.............Another story of love will begin. God opened the door and he let us in. You in my arms will feel so fine. And I know that your true heart is mine. The longer I look the more that I care. A jewel that I found was very rare........# 38.......If I had found you long ago. Changes in our life I know would be so. The happiness is in the past. But with our kind of love I know it will last. Thinking of you in my mind. Makes me know you are my kind..........# 39.........If I compliment you till this planet turns to dust. No matter how long it would not be enough. When God gives me notice and Iam ready to ride. Only you I want by my side. To see the things in heaven if I do. My choice above all others would surely be you. The time on this planet is short so Iam told. He blessed you in my life I hope till we are old. If my soul ever travels on the path that I chose. You would be the last thing I would ever lose. I would hold you in my arms and look into your eyes. As our souls soar up into the sky. A gift from God you have been to me. He let me look into your eyes and I did see.......# 40.......There is a spark in every soul. To touch each one is my goal........# 41........You are an Angel in my eyes. A blinding light from heaven. With lighting bolts hitting my heart. And fire shooting from my soul. A feeling like this I have never felt before. Looking into your eyes would take us on a journey that would include the universe and beyond. Touching the hand of God with our minds would join us for eternity. As more than friends we would see a new day begin, with dreams of a different place and time. Blessed by the spirit within us. A magic carpet ride to places of wonder and enchantment. As we join to one God blessed us on a run. As our free spirits fly. No need to wonder why. In our hands he has kept me. But together he has made we. My heart will find a way. To join us on that day. Off into the sky we will ride. Letting the spirit of God be our guide..........# 42........ A prettier lady I have never seen. If God would bless me you would be my queen. The feeling I have in my heart. Was there even from the start. A walk with you hand in hand. With God between us we will stand. The journeys is not over till we go. The spirit and love will make it so. In my memories you will stay. And always be there every day. The road was rough but not any more. With our love God opened the door.......# 43.......... God blessed me with a gift that day. He opened my heart and soul to say. A spark of a spirit is in all men. Some lost forever in a sin. Faith from our heart will be so. Meeting my father in heaven when I have to go. He will judge me by my deeds. And now as before will fill my needs..<><><><><><><>.......Dont know where it comes from. I just write it down, correct the spelling and thats it. It comes too fast sometimes and I lose some. They tried to cram religon down my throat and I choked and threw it all up. Six different ideas were there Babtist, Jew, Mormon, Buddhist, Christian and Indian. What a stew. I picked up a few scraps and left the rest to rot. That is what Iam made of today. Every one I ever loved had thrown me away. At 7 was shipped out to military school. I was a little kid not a soldier. They tried to take my emotions away, be hard and dont feel. It didnt work with me. I had ideas of taking over the school and helping each other to escape. Was stripped of my rank and expelled. The next one the same. They degrade you and insult you and expect you to be loyal. If I was in combat those officers would be in my sights. Friendly fire accident. haha. There were good ones I would of followed anywhere, A leader leads, not send you out in front alone. Those kind of men become heros and our history is full of them. I was locked up for years because wouldnt accept the abuse. Emotional and sexual. I felt it was my fault. A beaten dog. I lived way out as far from humans as I could get. Wild animals were better neighbors as I knew what to expect. Mountian lions, bears, wolves and rattlesnakes were my companions. In side I felt like giving up. Lonelyness is a killer and I didnt have faith in anything. This turning into novel sorry. Had a few girl friends that took me down a path of drug addiction and risky behavior. Not blaming them as I walked there on my own. God wanted me there for a reason. I saw things that scared me. People destroyed by drugs and alcohol. And I was one of them. It was a life of paranoid feelings, I was wired all the time and I hated it. What a real bummer addicted to something I was hating. I said one more time a thousand times. Cops were watching me from the house across the street. They came in a white van twice a day. They were filming my so called friends comming and leaving all hours of night and day. I wasnt selling anything just a place to party. I prayed for God to take me one night, I couldnt take any more. but instead of dying I saw a spark of light very far away. A spirit I had inside gave me hope. And I turned and looked at myself I was a mess. Full blown crankster ready for the nut house or jail again only a matter of days away. I had failed to show at rehabs twice and that door was closed. I walked into an NA meeting for the first time. They could feel the vibes and it was a pretty quiet room. I remember one thing they said that night keep comming back. They wanted me to come back that was new to me. Well I did and it took three years of AA, NA and any sober meetings I could find. I told my story to hundreds of people in recovery. They laughed when I told them about driving a hundred miles per hour looking in the rear view mirror. Not that funny at the time. But came to realize the more I give the more I can recieve. Good people dont have to see one God or any God for that matter. Goodness is in your heart. And sharing that is what I do. Even if you smile at one of my strange stories I have done my job. Dont think Iam an angel and I that I worry about every day clean and sober. The only day that matters is today. I 'try' to be a good person end of story.. Thank You for comming to the show. haha.<><><><><>.......# 44........It comes out of my head but from where I dont know. I
was a carpenter I know that is so. God has me on this
journey but its to where. Life is a trip but not always
fair. A pretty girl on my screen and it is you. A spark
in my life has started anew. When I look at you I see a
new life. A prayer sent to heaven would make you my
wife. You have made my day I knew from the start.A girl
as sweet as you has won my heart.......Insperation from your images is "BLOWING My MIND......><><><><><><><><<><><>< When I look at an image the feelings take hold of me. A beautiful lady awakens in me an animal getting the scent of the prey. I chase her with words and sounds that may interest her. I take my time as Iam in control seeing her fully exposed soul for me to see. I may even play with her till she opens her eyes enough for me see her naked soul. As a gentleman I never tresspass but as a welcomed guest I would enjoy the fare. When I write my blood boils and my mind soars up to the stars. There are no limits to love or eternity. Looking into your eyes I could fall into a bliss of nothing. Not being able to see or hear but feel is my only sense. And feel I will. From your head to your toes. Forgive me I got carried away. Iam a lonely man and this is my life trying to score on the screen. My writing can be graphic at times. I would never insult or disrespect a lady at any cost. MY mama would slap me. But being a man changes all that crap. I can make love with words or make two worlds collide. I can bring you into the deepest part of the ocean or the tallest mountian Iam in control. I can heat you up or cool you down. Just tell me what you want and I will even make it better...000000000000...Here is where it might get very ugly and I dont mean you.! Iam bouncing off of the walls here. Iam so blown away I might not get back. The beauty I see in my friends is expaning my heart so much it might "BLOW". If that happens "PLEASE DONT SKIN ME ALIVE"? Just sweep up whats left and give it to my dad if he wants it, nobody else will. Theres so much love out there I cant tell you how great it would be if I had some. Just a drop or two in a scratch and sniff letter or a SNIFF FAX would be cool and would be a blessing to me. Thank You For Your Time And May GOD Have Mercy On My SOUL..<><><><><><><><><><.The eyes of a woman are the most interesting and sensual part. Her soul is there to see if you know how to look! Wonderous creatures created by God for man, to be his companion and equal. Who can share everlasting love. Hopefully you would be attractive, outgoing, understanding, intelligent with amazing eyes! Want to have a fling with the same woman every night and day forever!!!I write poetry and stories G and X rated if you would like to be my next subject hit me up. I will put you on a pedistal for all to see. Or just me its up to you. I can take you on a journey to anywhere. Deep in the bowels of the earth where dark things hide. Or to a place of Angels where we can soar above all others and watch the stars. I would hold you close and look into your eyes seeing your soul down deep inside. The spark of passion would burst into flame. Our lives together would never be the same. Our hearts would join and become one. Jump on my machine and we will go for a run. When I feel your heart beat next to mine. In my soul I know you are my kind. One more comment I have to make. Iam offering my heart for you to take..."please dont break it"........<><><><><><><<>. An apology is in order at this time. I have lied and I need to make it right. You all have been so sweet I need to explain myself. When I said a few drops that was just a come on, what I really want is for you to spread it on really thick the thicker the better.....Now that I have your attention.....When I write looking at your pictures I go to a place between heaven and hell. I get fantastic emotions flowing between each and every one of you. Each one of you is a miracle in my life. At that moment in a fantasy world I take you on that journey with me. I see so many beautiful ladies spinning in my head, my friend Scott said he was going to slap some sense in to me. But its too late for that. Iam a goner. As a writer and poet my life is not my own. Driven buy a desire to conquer the world. With my words I can defeat any enemy. The largest army or weapon will fall at my feet. The most beautiful woman ever created will be my prize. And each and every one of you is that. The greatist gift God has given me is this stage. To let each and every one of you know that you are special and unique in your own way. My destiny will include every one of you and this journey wouldnt be possible otherwise. May all of you be blessed with what you need not want you want. Because sometimes we want things that are not good for us. May A spirit guide each and every one of us to our destination with HAPPYNESS and JOY. I Thank each and every one of you for your kind words and images, they have made a difference in my life like you will never know. Some days poems dont flow but other things do. This is one of those days. I love you all............# 45........Take a look at the sky and you might see. The Stars God put there for for you and for me. The ride I was on was really sad. But when I met you I was really glad. On the wheel of life Iam just a spoke. Every now and then I do take a toke. My wheel turns freely and it is true. If I have my way I will love you. The space we have between us is not very wide. I will jump on my scoot and away I will ride. The journey to you will lift up my heart. As God is my witness I need a new start. The first time I see you I will pull you to my side. From that moment on I will make you my bride..........# 46.......................Will my wonder never end. Only my love I have to send. I see your heart is long and wide. Dreamed you would be by side. You are kind to me and I know why. You think Iam a real good guy. You have gave to me what I had lost. A happy heart no matter what the cost. A broken heart I had so long. I couldnt sing a happy song. Today is different and I know. A happier place our journey will go.............# 47..............If I was a bird I would fly to you. And build a nest big enough for two. In my dreams I lay you down. And love to hear your purring sound. If I had a choice to make. A journey to you I would surely take.<><><><><><><><><><><>Not as deep as I used to be, when I was a buddhist that was deep..haha She was my best friend as well as my wife. When I got out of the college of hard knocks for a crime I did not commit. haha. My parents had another house and next door was a german sweetheart. Classic beauty olive skin high cheek bones a very sweet girl. We made a connection that was very special. She had been adopted by a military family of one more orphaned brother. She spoke german but was better at english. A high school graphic artist and painter. She went to college while we were married and worked too. So we never made time for children. After 11 yrs she wanted to fly, being her best friend I only had one answer I had to free her. I thought like the saying says she would come back but it never happened. That was 28 yrs ago but feels like yesterday. She remarried 2 yrs later to my best friends brother. I never married again. She would write me a few times a year till her husband got jealous. Thinking back now the last thing she gave me was a sack of books, new ones from the book store The biggest one was a novel I guess you call it The autobiography of a Yogi. An incredible story of Paramahansa Yogananda thats a mouth full. A very spirtual man. (www.yogananda-srf.org) Any belief is welcome. He was a peace maker between many. Anyway the rest of the books were a series of The Teachings of Don Juan. A bout 8 of them. I spent the next 3 yrs in Idaho at a remote logging camp. I read those books to keep from getting cabin fever. The winters were long and cold. Snow 8 ft deep was average sometimes more. The out house was 10 ft off the ground when you see the snow you know why. I dont remember any of it really but the stuff comming out of my head came from somewhere. Funny that was the books she choose. After 11 yrs that was what she thought I needed. A Guru and a Gigolo..HAHA. ............# 48.......... A gift from God you were sent. To get to you Ive been spent. We danced among the clouds all day. I had hope you found your way. I put you in a special place. And dressed you in the finest lace. We joined our minds and our souls too. God paid me when I found you. A prettier face will not be found. And your voice no prettier sound. Years will come and years will go. You are the sweetist thing I will know. What an insperation you are to me. Blessed by God for all to see........# 49.........It comes from every where and I try to handle it. Was a joy to know from it I get. The people here are very nice. Being a friend I wouldnt think twice. On my ride I would feel your soul. Being your mate would be my goal.......# 50.........A miracle to my eyes you have brought to me. I will ride to you so beauty I can see. Rubber to the road head to the sky. With you behind me Iam your kind guy. Feeling your heart beat next to mine. Tells my spirit you are my kind. To see your soul Iam here. I will never let you go and hold you near. When we join together we will soar. Loneliness in our lives will be know more. When I see you I will walk to your side. In Gods sight and in mine I will make you my bride........# 51.........In my mind Iam making love to you right now. At this moment we are locked in an embrace, with the heat of passion taking control of our bodys. Iam an animal now and will show you raw animal instinct. Your scent is driving me wild. I pin you on the bed and force myself upon you. Let the neighbors say what they will as you scream in pleasure. With my bullets finally spent I release you but you will not leave. We are now bonded forever in a love created in heaven. When God brought you here this morning a miracle happened. My spirit was born again with you in my heart. If you stood by my side. And you became my bride. A new journey would start. With only you in my heart. To the sky you and I would ride. With a new spirit and you by my side. When the tires get worn like they do. One thing I know I will aways love you..<><><><><><><><><><><> Two Stories today about birds one funny one tragic. Whan I was 13 sent to my uncles ranch so he could straighten me out. Like that was going to happen haha. He was a horse trader But really he was a crook. He kicked all the animals even the dogs, cats were too quick though most of the time. As a 4-H project my cousin and I ran a dairy milking cows and keeping records. My uncle was teaching us what he knew which wasnt worth a damm. The cows would freek when he came around, it was in there eyes terror. And the milk was less so it messed up the production. His son was just like him but younger than me. Mean to anything he could be. Dogs would bite him for teasing them. And then the dods got kicked by my uncle. What a pair. Chip off the old block. But what a messed up block. WE called him bird brain..haha And he answered to it. Thinking back now it wasnt right but we were kids and called it as we saw it. He was dumber than a fence post. And thats giving him credit. WE saved up enough money to buy BB guns. My aunt was totaly against it. But we begged and promised her the world. My uncle said it was good, we needed to know about that stuff. I was way ahead of him I had been in military school since 7 and was pro marksman with the NRA. BB guns were toys. I qualafied with a 30-06 M1. Bird Brain was a pain always irrating me like he did the animals. He shot the cows when we were milking so they would kick. And then he would run away, that little bastard. One time he did it and the milk can dumped. I blew a fuse and shot him with my BB gun quite a few times, he shot me too. But mine left big welts on him..haha Then my uncle saw him and blew a fuse on me. So my gun was gone. Now he got all the BBs that were left. Like on a mission he was a killer. Dead birds on a string he carried with him. And they stank bad. But they were his only friends. We hated him he was a spoiled brat. The string grew every day The poor birds. Bird Brain was proud of the colorful ones. Even at school they called him that. I think he liked it. MY aunt even said it a few times when she was pissed at him. 20 years later he came to look at some rims my brother was selling, he left his phone and address and said he would be back. In the night someone jacked up the car and stole the rims and left it on the break shoes. My brother was pissed and we thought Bird Brain had done it. Two days later we went to pay him a visit, it was 300 miles. When we got there, the rims were on Bird Brains car but he had drilled out the holes to make them fit. My uncle paid my brother off not to call the cops. I dont know if he crashed but I wouldnt of douted it. Thats why we called him Bird Brain...<><><><><><><><><><> In 1978 was camping the desert with a friend Jim, I love guns and he had back pack take down 20 ga shotgun over a 22 mag. It was cool. I had a box of shotgun shells. Early saturday morning I woke up and had to take care of business. I got a roll of paper and a shovel and grabbed that gun. I walked quite a ways away from camp and dug my hole. In the distance I heard crows cawing. And sure enough one comes over the hill, Iam sqatting behind a bush and he keeps getting closer. Hes flying right at me but dosnt see me. I had the shotgun for rattlesnakes, but for some reason I jumped out and shot one round. He flew away and I went and had breakfast. Later that day when I was riding I saw a black object in the distance, so I went for it. It was a dead crow I looked it over and it had pellet holes in the beak. I knew it was the same one. No other people for 20 miles it was the same bird. I felt bad killing it for no reason other then to do it. I pushed it in a hole so I wouldnt have to look at it. Not too long after that I heard another crow cawing and circling the hills we were camped in. It would leave and then come back over and over cawing Didnt think much about it till the next morning that crow was back cawing and circling looking for something, I realised it was looking for its mate. It didnt give up for the next two days it called and called, it bothered me a lot. And then we left. Every time I hear a crow I think of that. When in an instant I made a bad decision. Feeling powerful with that gun distroyed a life. Just a bird, but the suffering I caused its mate still bothers me to this day. Some indians believe souls are in crows and ravens, when there not in humans. I had really bad luck for a long time and wondered if that killing had anything to do with it. Yesterday I went to the Maze Stone and was praying I guess, And a pair of crows circled and cawed. It was like they were talking to me. Telling me it was OK, the suffering I went through all the years after was over. I made a huge mistake taking a life for granted. Any animal on this planet is my brother. We came from the same mother the earth. I had no right to kill anything spirits had created. For food or another use it would be OK. But to kill for the hell of it was a waste. Just asking you to think before you pull the trigger. In an istant you can do something that will stay with you forever. Be a good judge of what you do. Those kinds of choices follow us the rest of our lives. Some people think crows are noisy, I think its music.<><><><><><><><><><>One more comment before I go and meet this Indian sprit at the Maze Stone. I dont understand any of this. I have carried with me many years things like a drum, rattles and feathers. Sounds nuts to me. But Iam an IDOIT so I dont listen to myself. haha. I listen to my heart, and follow that road. So while Iam over there beating my drum and shaking my rattles with sticks tied on my head, I will be the real winner. Iam going to a new place. And when someone said I was silly, I say this to you. When I launch from this earth with sparks shooting out of my ass you will be the looser. Iam going to see things humans only dream about. The next trip will be tomorrow and if you want to be a passenger just let me know. There is plenty of sticks for everyone. I just hope the cops dont show it could get pretty ugly. It would take chains for King Kong to hold me back. If I dont return you know what happened. Just look at the stars I will be up there twinkling at you.<><><><><><><><><><>Well we made it back alive. I did what I said I was going to do. Took that drum and rattles to the rocks above the stone. I beat the drum and waited then I beat the drum some more, a lot of dogs were barking and coyotes were yelping. But no one showed up. I ate a sonic berger while I thought about it. I thought bringing meat would be a good idea. But instead of giving it to the spirits I ate it. Food for thought. I got the feeling there not happy there. And wondered what I could do to help. I forgot to tell you I made a crown out of sticks and was wearing that to blend in to nature. I took photos of it and everything else. Putting them in my photos after this is done. Always bothers me when I see peoples trash thrown around. This is a very special place so I thought by cleaning it up It would help to make them happy. I started to pick up trash and take pictures. I was having a good time, finding a lot of faces. Looking at the ground a lot for anything I could throw away. Iam going back and pick up more trash tomorrow and see what happenes. They want me there for a reason. If its to pick up the trash thats OK. But maybe something else will happen. I have found that when God speaks to me its at his time not mine. Cleaning that place will make me feel good anyway. And maybe someday one of you will come here, and I will be proud to take you there. The home of the spirits of the stone Maze. I want to build a sweat lodge there looking down the valley. Wildflowers are already blooming and plants are comming alive. I can smell the sage and other plants, and the birds were there too. A pair of red tail hawks were soaring above me, and crows flew by. Iam at home in this place. I found a natural cross in a rock up the trail. Many more places to look for interesting stuff. A camp site is somewhere around but its been thousands of years ago, I dont give up easily and I think its fun. Shows you what a boring life I have, looking at rocks. haha. It will be a great place to write. My regular place is covered with snow. So this is cool for now. In the summer it will be like a furnace here hot rocks everywhere and rattlesnakes (tastes like chicken) if you dont get bitten. haha Had close calls with them that story later. I think there faces in stone want to be seen, and by people like you. Who understand what freedom is, Wind in our face and the bullshit behind us. Thats my opnion anyway. If you think our way was good look at the land and the air. It might be too late now. I wont see it but your children might and there childrens children. I can still dream of a perfect world and thats where I will take you. Leaving that depressing crap behind. Its now time for love.!! I can swing it this way and that way anyway you want Thats how I feel in my heart. And Iam a simple man.............# 52..........When I look at you I think of the movie one million years bc. Its a primitive instinct. I want you on a bed of animal fur. Naked to my eyes and free to my touch. Maybe grunting is all we will say. But the grunts we know, and the one you are grunting now is of desire. The wild man in takes control and I scream and yell jumping all around frighting you and stimulating you. My trick has worked you are ready for the picking and ripe as hell. The softness in my fingers finds you wanting, and I deliver. Our lips touch and sparks blinding me. Even without sight I find your body. The smell of you lets me find the way. To your special place created for only me. As the fare is found I see a mound. The pink I see is not new to me. Like sunsets from heaven the glory is told. When they made you they broke the mold. Iam on a journey to a place of great beauty. All of the trees are nutty and fruity. On to the throne I will place you my bride. Known forever you are kept by my side. On the journey of life the road has been good. Will stand by your side as I know that I should. When the spirits decend and take up my soul. I have tried hard and accomplished my goal. Each and every one of you is on my list. When Iam gone I hope Iam missed....<><><><><><><><> Every morning I sit here insperation is delivered by you. And thats the best part of my life today. You are amazing and will be in my mind forever. The gifts I get are incredible, and its love that deliveres it. So love I send back to you. Know that you are in my mind creating beautiful things with me. And Iam holding you close and telling you so. Our lips will touch in my mind it is so. This trips not over thats for sure. I will carry you in my arms into our castle and you will be my queen. The most beautiful woman this land has ever seen.........# 53....... We all have things we think we need. Why do they sell it based on greed. They take our money and give us shi-. Iam really gitting tired of it. They ran the local business out of town. Now we look like were the clown. We are screwed they cooked our goose. Couldnt if we want cut them loose. Back to horse and buggy would be wise. Not to them not those guys. Throw away world its come to that. Why do they treat us like a freeking door mat.<><><><><><><><>I went back to the stone again today. Very quiet and peaceful, no one around. Got some more great pictures and picked up more trash. A lot more cleaner now. But still a little left. The park is just over 5 acres but the surrounding hills are at least 1 hundred. A lot of looking to do. I saw a roadrunner today it was watching me very carefully. Going back again tomorrow I like being out side. I feel close to nature then........<><><><><><><><> The jury is still out on weather Iam crazy or not. Iam courious to know myself. So if anyone knows about therapy please let me know. Just to ease my mind and the mind of all these women. PLEASE this is important. I cant pay for that crap right now. One of you must of went school didnt you..?. In high school they talked about primates dont you remember. If just one of you can help you would be a blessing. Give me a word of encouragement anyway for my effort to entertain you. And showing the real me for all to see. Iam a Guns, Knives, Bones, and Skulls kind of guy in my dreams..haha. In reality Iam just a looooose nut trying to fall off of this earth, and need someone to go with me so I wont be lonely. Only time will tell. Now that you are as confused as Iam off I go to the rocks, and see who I will meet. My destiny is in the hands of something greater than myself. THANK GOD FOR THAT> My hands wont hold crap. I had a tat made with burnt bible pages, this might be the road to hell Iam on, but screw it lets go..!!!!<><><><><><><><><> Frank Zappa was my hero in the 60s I had all of his records. My parents didnt understand. haha. This guy was cool as hell. Anyway I was locked up for a crime I did not commit, it was not MY WEED. Crap I rode a beef For a jerk that hung me out to dry.I thought he was my friend, but he used me. A lot of people have in my life. Back to FRANK. On sunday mornings I think there was a program on the radio.I had given my mom a letter to smuggle out and mail. She has been pretty cool thinking about the crap I put her through. I told him my trip. On that morning he was going to be on the radio we had day room and no radios out there. I hid under my bed when they locked us out of our cells. He said hello to me and talked about my story. I was jazzed he actually spoke to me. When they opened the doors again. I just casually walked out and thought I was cool. The shit hit the FAN they thought I had escaped. They did a head count in the dayroom and guess who was missing, I was hiding under the bed with the radio..haha. That wasnt funny they had the whole JOINT locked down looking for me. They were ready to get the shotguns and dogs out. It was three grams of pot I wasnt a killer.That crap followed me. I was rejected by my own country to serve. That hurt a lot, I wanted to go to Viet Nam. Thinking about that now, I was nuts. But I had lost friends and wanted to get even. I had been a soldier since I was 7. I would of pushed it to the limit I think. That would of changed me forever. The ones that I knew comming back were messed up. Not only wounded in there bodies but there minds would never be the same. They were all heros, each and every one of them. And I salute them, every solider that has ever been. To fight for your country is an HONOR. I wish I could tell you about my uncle that was a gunner on a ship in WW 2. But all I have of him is his jacket that he wore there. If it could tell his stories, I would tell every word. Being a writer I can go anywhere. But I wont make up war stories, Real life and death was that story. MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON THEIR SOULS.......# 54........When I look into youre eyes I see truth and light. God has me on this road and I know that Iam right. The first time I saw you my heart skipped a beat. Little did I think we would ever meet. You were nice to me and very very sweet. I told you the truth and dumped out my guts. This road I was on was full of ruts. You won my heart and you did know. I prayed on my knees and I told you so. The life that I lived was not so much fun. Have always been moving and long on the run. Your eyes are so pretty I know that is so. I love so much when Iam on the go. We have our moments at night we are close. All that stuff you taught me couldnt of been gross. When you told me to lay and put on the chains. I had no choice but everything to gains. I let you do this and I let you do that. Looked out the window and thats where I sat. Iam laughing inside and all because of you. Nothing could be finer than you as a view. When we join hands and look in our eyes. I see nothing but clear blue skys. To have you beside me forever as my wife. Nothing more I could ask for then that kind of life. Only when I close my eyes at night. Holding you close feels ever so right.......# 55..........We were sent to this place a place called earth. We never were connected even from birth. When we met we felt something new. There was someone like me and it was you. We played with knives and thought it was fun. Then we got bolder and played with some guns. I left my wife and her friends at the mall. We went shooting and had a real ball. We rode our bikes and he even crashed. I was glad his face wasnt mashed. We got high and partied all night. We even thought we had the right. We searched for whiskey a case from a map. We almost ran out of gas close to the last lap. All the adventure we had and all the blood we let. Couldnt of been any more fun iam willing to bet. We have been friends for 40 years or so. If it could of been better I wouldnt know. He is my bro and we share that road. I will do my part and carry the load. Friends have a special bond I know that is true. A best friend to know would surely be you...(:>)..<.....# 56...(:>)....... .Looking at nature things I see. Similar to things just like me. In spring little birds sing their song. Looking for a mate it wont be long. They travel to places far and wide. She will return to him to be by his side. Together they will build a place for young. And together their song will be sung. The eggs a kept in a nest thats warm. The place they lay is a perfect form. Keeping the eggs safe is not easy. As cats and crows are real sleezy. Soon they will hear a peeping sound. Hopefully far away from the ground. With worms and bugs they feed their young. And they even get rid of all their dung. All grown up they fly away. To make their own young another day. In this story I see my life. All I need now is a wife. To reproduce is Gods will. Never giving up till Iam still. All these words to you I write. You are a blessing in my sight.......# 57...............My truest love, if I cant love you with my body. I will love you with my mind and words. Iam with you now and holding you tightly to me. I feel the warmth of you body. Your sweet breath on my cheek. I kiss you deeply. You know what we need, to be closer. You lead me to your nest. There in the dark we feel each others bodies. Learning every inch with our hands. Like a butterfly you open and that wonderful gift I take. Nothing on this earth can equal this. Your touch has given me a new reason to live. Through the night we find our hearts joined to one. In the morning life has begun with the rising sun. Our new life has started too. Every day from now till eternity we will be together. I have a happy heart, thanks to you Sweetheart........# 58........Today Iam a broken shell of a man. Feeling lower than a garbage can. The things I say and the things I do. Have got me in a terrible stew. On this planet I walk the land. My tribe was a hunter band. I layed upon the ground at night. Watching the stars a wonderful sight. My mother the earth gave me life. But the elements sometime cut like a knife. To always be strong and live this way. With the spirits above I will always pray. Each spirit I meet is special to me. In my heart you always will be. Every word I said was in my heart. And God knows I meant it from the start. This road has been a windy one. And for a while it was fun. Now my tires are worn and bald. Soon to heaven I will be called. The best tail I have to tell. When I get there will ring the bell. Its of you and I know thats right. With all of the strength and all of the might. On the other side they say theres hope. I believe but some say nope. When I stand near that cross. I know for sure who was the boss..........# 59.........Another great morning, A beautiful image I see. Sitting in front of me. You make me smile every day. On this road I hope I stay. When we join it will be fun. Blessed by a sprit the only son. On our ride we will go. You behind me that is so. Holding me tight and feeling my heart. I knew you were the one even from the start. All of the wonders we were meant to see. On my map I keep with me. We will see each and every one. And my goal is to give you fun. The mountians are high and the valleys deep. I hope my heart you will keep. When Iam finished and have to run. On my journey to the sun. In my heart you will always be. And in my eyes so I can see. You have lifted me up from hell. Close to heaven so I can ring the bell. When Iam there I hope I see. You standing close next to me. Love lasts forever Ive been told. Even past the time that we are old. Seeing you every morning a wonder in my eyes. We are off again for a ride into the skys. Going past the planets and off into the stars. All this love and memories only to be ours. Just one more thing I have to say. In my life I want you every day.......# 60........Such amazing things I see in your eyes. Wide open spaces and clear blue skys. Forests are green and creeks run cold. With my love always never grow old. The sweetest lips known by man. I will kiss them as much as I can. Hair thats better than the finest silk. Nothing better not even mothers milk. Take note my thoughts are funny. Thinking of you as the sweetest honey. My eyes will never get there fill. Looking at you is my only will. With my hands I would touch your face. We would soar to a happy place. In your eyes I can see. A place God made for me. The kindest heart and quickest mind. Is to me quite a find. If you could see whats in my heart. That only you could be a part. If God would bless me one more time. To bring you close and make you mine. I would swear upon my life. If you would join me as my wife. With these words I hope you take. A look at me for heavens sake.........# 61.........Your eyes are kind that I see. Ever so sweet looking at me. Into your eyes I take a look. To me its like an open book. The story I see is very good. Ride that road I know I should. As miles come and miles go. True to your heart I would be so. With every breath that I take. A promise to you this I make. When shells are gone and souls remain. The greatest riches I will claim. The heart I loved and gave my life. Kept you as my precious wife. I was always on the run. You gave me a wonderful son. As a mother you were best. Put to the greatest test. You gave life without a cry. God picked you and I know why. A finer lady can not be found. No mater how far you look around. When I take that final walk. To my heart you hold the lock. In heaven we will meet I know thats true. The only goal left to be with you...........# 62........The wonders that I see here now. Were carried here and we know how. A space was made for just our kinds. All good things were on our minds. We loved our land it was our mother. Father, son and even brother. In our journey and our past. All our memories they will last. Take with you a piece of me. And when you want you can see. I hope in you I left a thought. A spark of love as it was caught. As journeys go this ones best. I even passed the final test. You are my love and thats so true. If you wernt Id be so blue. My heart will soar and fly away. Returning to you each and every day......<><><><><><>..This is going to be a first. The Indian sprit wants to speak. Iam not sure if its a good idea, but hes persistent . Iam brave Broken Stoned, I press you to my heart as brother. My farthers have waited long for this day. I speak with their tongues. We have CRIED rivers of tears, our beautiful mother has been RAPED by you. Ripped up and torn. And you dump your waste on her. WE are sad beyond words. Our hearts are broken. As a brother I beg of you to care. Its our mother we are talking about. WE came from her womb and she loves us. She is the one that gave us life. To distroy her will do the same to us. Her ways are very real. Remember in an instant we can be returned to dust. Have respect for her, "SHE" deserves it.....This is not a joke I see the tears in the stone faces. They all might smile again its up to us.<><><>......# 63.....When I walk this ground I hear a sound. Marching feet and drum beat. Then our enemys now our friends. Broken souls and hearts we mend. Take my hand and you know why. Ride with me into the sky. Our skin is just a shell. Heart and soul is the well. At this time prayers to you. To your family and friends too. The spirit knows whats in my heart. Caring for the earth and doing my part. I will learn from the past. My destiny in stone has been cast. When I walk this earth my space. I can make it a better place. A cleaner planet will be found. Just pick something from the ground. Its our house keep it clean, A wonderful place when it is seen.........#64.........We will walk to the stars and see the sun. I know now that you are the only one. I think your best and I know why. God allowed us to reach the sky. When I run I look to find. A woman like you that is my kind. In my arms you will stay. Every night and every day. Your sweetness now is my heart. I could feel it from the very start. To hold you close and kiss your lips. From youe toes to finger tips. When I ride its not the why. As long as its up into the sky. When I arrive I hope theres joy. I had faith even as a little boy. The choices I made and the things I done. Gave me a chance to meet the son. When I looked into his eyes. He opened up all the blue skys. The road was smooth and quite a ride. With you and him by my side. As life goes on we meet the task. Only forgiveness we have to ask.............# 65.............In those rocks I feel life some. Alive not now but once was one. All these spirits are for a reason. As tribes live by the time of season. We planted maze and picked some seeds. But we still had many more needs. The rain would come and the wind would blow. Only our God made it so. The water brought the trees to green. A prettier color I have never seen. When mountians rise and valleys fall. I may hear the final call. When Gods face is in my sight. He will be my only light. When I reach the place hes made. No where else I should of stayed. In my book he is the best. Creating this earth with ones days rest. Only light fades into night. With the thought that Ive done right. Near the stone I feel a glow. Prehistoric pople want me to know. They see the world as used and worn. Praying again that it was born. If we could all pick a place. Keep it clean as our own space. When I stand before that gate. I will carry heavy weight. All the trash that I picked up. Up in heaven would fill a truck. The karma that I get from this. Will provide eternal bliss. To join me in that special place. Best get cleaning your own space..........# 66..........AS long as I feel this way like an animal. Iam already planning the attack. Waiting for you to sleep, then pouncing on you and ripping the covers off. What I see before me is a goddess. Naked to my eyes. The chains that held King Kong couldnt hold me now. Hercules and Thor together couldnt stop me. I dont want to scare you but make love to you. Everything I can think of will be done to you before Iam through. You have pleasured me for hours but Iam not tired. But you my Sweet have been rode hard, and I love you so much I have to stop for now. I let you sleep but I keep watch. When I see those wonderful eyes open its a whole new round. Rested now you are my prey. I will let you graze for just a while. Then even in the dark I will find you. Using my hands and reaching out I have found many things. Some even bite, and I have scars to prove that. But lion or tiger, alligator or bear I will find you. I may be ripped to shreds and not much left but I will come. As each morning arrives so will I. To have you every day is my goal. I feel that down to my very soul. With each breath and step I take. You as my mate I will take. We will stand upon a mountian high. And watch the world go rolling by. The things we feel and the things we do. Keep me standing close to you. I know whats good and I know whats right. Nothing better than you in my sight. Can we be blessed to stay this way. No other way would be OK. From now till Eternity you will find. Our hearts joined in my mind. When spirits see our soals soar. They will be waiting beside the open door. In the place of Eden we will exist. That place we came from will always be missed........# 67.......... When we went into that hole. Gold we seek and not our soul. We took much and gave very little. To many holes made the ground very brittle. Many fathers and sons were lost. Seeking riches was the cost. Very few had got the gold. And some looked till they were very old. The fever of gold is easy to get. Just like a rattlesnake you get bit. The greed gets in the mind of men. Thinking of the strike and money to spend. They risked thier lives thats for sure. From this fever there is no cure. Risking life and limb to them. Was the risk to let them win......# 68.........A twist of fate that we had met. The longest shot Iam willing to bet. You were sweet and stood your ground. from the earth I heard a sound. The fire and smoke rose to the air. I ran fast not close I dare. The molten rock flowed free and fast. When it cooled it was cast. The ground that we walk upon today. Was formed in a very different way. As time goes on we feel the chill. Knowing that we paid our bill. You are full of sweetness my love. Fitting me better than a glove. When we walk hand in hand. Upon the altar we will stand. In the eyes of God we will be. With happy hearts even me. On that day when love was born. We were joined and blew the horn. The sound it made was very loud. With the sky clear not one cloud. When I think about you on that day. Only kind things I will have to say. To keep you close and next to me. Is the only thing I want to see. I put this ring on your hand. In the glory of God we will stand.<><><><>Only things spoken from the heart here. Its gotten me in trouble many times but I still wont stop. When you showed up I was ready to rip the clothes off of the next woman that was on my screen, and use her as my toy. Not letting her go for days, but every moment loving her as we have never loved before. Feeling the chills to my spine. The fire inside me would consume hell itself. This act of love would be written in history as a legend. Lovers would read those words that were created by your beauty. And would inspire men for eternity to great acts of courage and honor. As a knight you are my queen and you are everything to me. Just know in your heart you have inspired me to write such things as these. Meaning less to some, but you and I know the power of these words. From heart to heart and soul to soul I will forever remember you as my Angel. May love and peace follow you always. You really open me up.<><><>This site is like finding a family I never knew existed. And Iam glad your one of them. A sister but also a HOT honey I would love to get my hands on. I would take you on a ride we both would never forget. Sorry I tend to lose it sometimes. The animal takes control and when he does he might even rip your clothes off and take you right now. You look like the dish and Iam hungry. If they knew what I was thinking the cops would be here to stop me from chowing down on you with out your consent. But if you think thats nice it would be so sweet. We could lay in each others arms and look into our eyes and dream. Of a place far away only full of wonderful things. Our desires would turn to passion. Hot as a fire in hell but born in Heaven. Iam getting a grip on it now. !! WOW. Where am I at. All Iam seeing now is sparks and flashes of light. A straight jacket might be needed to stop this madness Sweetheart.!! They can restrain my hands but not my mind..HAHA........# 69.........When I look into your eyes. I can see clear blue skys. On our ship we will sail. God will help us not to fail. Our destination might be isles. Many stops and many styles. Everyday I spend with you. Would make me happy and not blue. A drop or two of rain might fall. Not to fret Id give my all. Any streams we had to cross. We used our God to be the boss. To be together is a joy. My dream since a little boy. Everyone had gone away. Left me on my own that day. At seven years old I was just a kid. They didnt know what they did. Times were hard and it was rough. But thats the steel that made me tough. I can say without a dout. Its better in when your not out. I hold you close and kiss your ear. My heart is swelling you are near. In my mind I have a place. Very special and your space. One more prayer I have to make. Have mercy on our souls for heavens sake.........# 70.........At times in our life we can be sad. Maybe because of the breaks we have had. Always remember theres a sprit up above. And all they want to give you is their love. Keep your head up and look to the sky. The father is there he made us why. To go through life with him in your heart. Not the end of the ride but just the start. Every day is precious dont give up my friend. Every moment with family the best way to spend. As I walk today you are in my mind. Wishing you the best of luck and everything thats kind. Every days a miracle and I see that in you. All my prayers to heaven will always include you. You are on a journey very much like me. Looking up togther maybe we will see. The place with all our loved ones looking down to earth. Every moment precious even from our birth. Never give up hope there will always be a tomorrow. A day of happyness and not a drop of sorrow.........# 71.........Air in my tires and food in my face. Now Iam ready for the big race. At the first check point we were real fast. But pretty soon then we were passed. I waited and waited for the right time. To pass this fool and make this race mine. On the home strech I gave it the gas. But to my surprise I landed on my ass. Another rider won on that day. But I tried like hell thats all I can say.........# 72.......... When in rome do as the romans do. Spanish music in my ears. Happyness here not many tears. The colors brite a mood thats right. Wish you were here with me. Friendship and love we would see. The pots with flowers all around. In the air a pleasant sound. Frendly people are smiling here. On the road so long we have been. A rest for now we can begin. I wish you were sitting very near. I would be whispering in your ear. Sweet things about you and I. We both agree we should try. To be with you will be fun. You can call me baby I will call you Hun. One thing I know for sure. You are the one thats so pure........<><><> Another oppertunity to ask your forgiveness. I have said some things that might of been out of place on here. All of my words couldnt of been spoken in the White House at this time. But when Clinton was there it would of been fine. Iam only a man made of skin and "BONES". Now please dont get exicited. I was only refering to my Thumb Bone. I have a talent with that dude you wont believe. I would have to show it to you. I feel the delete button might be close, Iam gitting a grip on it one more time. Seems like I grip it more, but thats not what I want. In these writings you can see a very troubled man. Only one cure for that. All the pleasure one man could stand, or lay what ever way it works out. You have permission to slap me anytime, I could use a good one right now. If I turn at the last moment and you slap my ass it was an accident really. I might of crossed the line with that one. Iam here to ask forgiveness not get myself in trouble. Trouble is my middle name and Dumb Shit my last. My first name must be Fool for saying all this. All I was going to say was I will "TRY" and watch myself in the future. Its not a pretty sight but for you anything is worth the trouble. One word of wisdom, wish I knew what it was. Let me know?. "You are precious in my sight" PEACE TO YOU ........# 73........What I see is mouth and eyes. Prettier than any skys. With clouds below us we will soar. Bound by roads us no more. What we see is life and light. When seasons change we take our flight. The warmth of the sun is our guide. The hot pavement was our ride. Having fun any other way. Would change my life in a great way. In the creek we will swim. Cleaning the moss with a limb. Your heart is kind and your soul is good. Share my life with you I could. Lost before but now Iam found. By the laws of heaven Iam bound. I pledge my life and I can give. No better way could I live. I see a heart a precious gift. In my journey you gave a lift. From this day it will last. My love for you has been cast. A black dress and crown in your hair. Black silk stockings ready to wear. When your happy it pumps me up. Also fills up my cup. Such pretty eyes and I can see. A very foxy lady looking at me. To make you mine wont be a chore. But blessed by God and much more. On this road I cant be sure. If each choice is really pure. A feeling I get in my guts. Hurts as much as paper cuts. When I was sad and heart was broke. Not too much did I spoke. And today my life is new. Just because I met you.........# 74...........My trip to the mountian, would include you. Wonders to see to, us that are new. In the dark, we would climb to the top. On our journey, more kisses when we stop. The stars are bright, on that wonderful morn. Making me glad, that I was born. Hand in hand, we wait for the light. Knowing the feeling, it was so right. The eye of God, will rise to the air. All along, he knows that we care. To see him rise, on that beautiful day. Makes me know, he is the way. A miracle each day, to be on this earth. Every moment counts, even from birth...........# 75..........While I write this song to you. Know from my heart it is true. I gave you space inside my heart. I know it was a chance form the very start. You showed me beauty where it was layed. I showed you love where it was made. Its not my life Iam just a pawn. I find it hard to just go on. How many times must I fail. If I go back its not to sail. Sitting on a desert isle. Not my choice and not my style. Another heart to share the say. There can be no better way. No matter what I take the blame. Iam a man but I feel shame. I never learn I take the bait. Its only my heart thats at stake. I hope you love and have your fun. One thats happy better than none. In my heart a part is lost. I had to try I knew the cost. In my life as time goes on. Not one love will be gone. In my heart you will stay with me. No other way it can be. Though you have went your way. My love always it will stay......# 76....Iam like a little bird singing my song. Waiting for a female to come along. Only one will make a nest. God chose the one that was best. To her my song was the only one. All the others were only none. When she lands near to me. In her eyes I will surely see. That we were meant to be together. In hard times and all weather. Every spring I will see. Only her flying back to me. We will make a family again. Just like before and when. This is called the magic of life. But not magic a fantastic wife. All this is not new. Only the love I have for you.!........# 77..........A finer lady will never be found. You are standing on higher ground. If I could I would be. Pulling you close as can be. When I see your face every day. Theres a prayer to heaven that I say. Keep her happy and content. Every moment was worth it that I spent. You are one of a kind thats for sure. Theres only one problem theres no cure. My love for you will never die. I hope to meet you in the sky........# 78............When I see your pretty face. Off I go to outer space. In my world I can stay. Keeping you close all the way. We held hands and saw the view. You thinking of me and I of you. On that mountian top we will stand. Our hearts together with a band. Made of Gold and meant to last. Our love was formed and it was cast. We watched the sun cross the sky. Time will pass the reason why. Sunrises alone have always been fine. But was better after making you mine. The ride was great with you hanging on. Those memories inside will never be gone.......# 79........When we walk upon the earth. Our souls start a brand new birth. What we are and where we go. Not ahead do we know. In an hour of comming here. Our mothers holding us very near. Keep us warm and feed us too. Never let us stray from you. Watch me as I run around. Always making a loud sound. You watching me as I learn. Always close not to burn. Fingeres that get in real tight. Not pulled out with all your might. Mothers here to take them out. Always close thats no dout. She was proud of her boy. Always gave him a new toy. Told him what to see in girls. Bad attitudes and pretty curls. Always give them what they need. Even if it makes you bleed. One more job you have in life. Have some kids and pick a wife. Its a guess I dont know how. Time to pick and its right now. It seemed real good at the first. Not so lucky the bubble burst. Not much time to turn around. Wasnt long I hit the ground. That one really got to me. Hurt inside I still be......# 80.........You caught my eye thats plain to see. I wasnt looking but there you be. I put my head in heavens grasp. If you have faith open the hasp. In GODS time is what I say. Into night and all of day. I prayed to the father when I was young. But when I learned more it was the son. Those that put me on my feet. Were very wise and very sweet. When I showed up was tired and sore. Needed a rest and something more. Only you were kind to me. I didnt like people and let them be. I walked through hell and then was found. And then rode to hollowed ground. When my maker I shall meet. With his arms he shall greet. I had done what he had ask. It wasnt fun or much a blast. I opened up my life to all. Never stopping until I hear the call. I always smile and think of you. And always happy and never blue. When I come back and say farewells. The sound of song and ringing bells.........# 81..........I want to come and pick you up. In something nice and not a truck. Id bring my Camery and you would see. What the rice men made for me. On the next ride you might find. The jeep more acceptable to your kind. Off the road we could go. To places that we dont know. Many mysterys there to find. And always ways to improve your mind. Let the stress go and open your heart. It gets easier from the start. This stuff flowes like there is no end. But the feelings from my heart are there to send. Your beauty that I see in my mind. The most precious gift I will ever find. When I send my words to you. Always something will be new...........# 82...........A pretty girl upon a horse. Only one road and thats Gods course. He will lead us to a place. Made by him its our space. I will love and care for you. And for me you do it too. Being a pair is the way. Together always we will stay. Bonded by our hearts thats ture. The only one to love thats you. Sitting off the ground so far. In my eyes you are a star. Holding you very close and tight. In my heart it feels so right. Giving you the best of me. Only the good side you will see. All my love and trust is given. The spirit says start really livin. Go to where the grass is green. A finer place I have never seen. Off into the sunset we will ride. Happy as hell side by side.......# 83.......You sent me on a journey thats true. From a message I got from you. To spread the word of love. Sent from a place up above. The work you sent me here to do. The message also is brand new. You gave me life and Iam glad. But before you I was sad. The road you planned was real rough. And that way made me tough. To give to them all I can. Is the way to be a man. The things I say when I see. A pretty image looking at me. From the book I took a thought. To a place that I know not. We were joined in that place. Made for us a special space. In my eyes you are my queen. Born from sweetness it was seen. To keep honor and protect. All I can give you can bet...........# 84..............Be a man and take a chance. When I tried I could dance. Put youself out in there. Let them think you dont care. Try real hard do your thing. Let them know you can sing. A prettier voice I have never heard. Even humming and spoken word. To be with you on that ride. Looking good side by side. Make a plan follow it too. The best part only you. To make us joined and one part. Hugs and Kisses we must start. If we pratice this every day. Always together we will stay......# 85..........When I took a look at you. In my heart feelings new. Your eyes grabbed me by the heart. We as one a new start. As people go you are the best. None are better in all the rest. A little touch is all I need. Hold my heart dont let it bleed. You carried me to mountian high. I never asked not even why. A gift of love is in our heart. All we need is a new start. When you came to me with tears. I hugged you close and kissed your ears. I gave my heart to you its true. Not again will I be blue. In our house we lived a life. And you stayed as my wife. Up upon the hill we choose. Only where the angels know. With you near you gave a son. Always know you are number one. With my soul I pledge to you. Both till eternity we will do. You gave me such a love thats right. I stayed all day and even night. To wake in morn to see your eyes. We both did soar in blue skys. You gave me everything I need. In sprit you did plant a seed. When we saw the clouds below. From the earth we did go. Heaven bound we are now. We had learned and the how. To live our life in harmony. The best dream it could ever be. Hand in hand we watch the sun. We walk as two but are as one. In my mind you are to stay. Each and every single day..........# 86........Down this road at high speed I go. Where its going to end I just dont know. Not giving up and thats true to say. Its been full of tears most of the way. Its was dark and lonely when I was out there. Though I have acted like I didnt care. It really did mess with my mind. Now its different I found some my kind. Full throttle is the only thing I know. On to the end I know that is so. On this ride Ive seen some sparks fly. Thats why Iam molded into this kind of guy. As my woman you hold me real tight. All of the day and into the night. I know I have some work to do. Carry the load and to protect you. I have the strenth to give you my all. Always with you till the last call. On that streach when I head for that gate. Iam burning rubber I will not be late. When they see me comming better watch there ass. I dont give a damm Iam going to pass. On that day I will RIDE TO THE SKY. Everything I did there was a reason why.....# 87.............They have thrown me in the gutter, and kicked my ass again. I never seem to learn, and never seem to win. I give them what they ask of me, I even do back flips. But all I seem to get from them, is nothing but fat lips. You would think they are tough as nails, and big and burly too. But really its not them at all, Its really only you. Sweet as hell and smell real fine, you have led me on. Iam just a regular guy, but my name is John. I have no regrets and everything is fine. Kiss my ass and go to hell the heart you have is mine. I love you more than myself, a fact that is true. I will never give up, and continue loving you...........#88..........Out the window I took a look. Seeing wonderful things but my heart was took. Pretty ladies standing all in a row. Only pick one that is so. Tall and beautiful is my kind. But all is good I will find. I let them put there chains on me. Held them close and let them see. What they hold in there hands. A real heart and its a mans. There so sweet I feel the love. She fits me better than a glove. When Iam near I hear her sigh. I guess that means Iam her guy. You came to me a friday morn. Made me glad I was born. The picture that you gave to me. Turned me on and you will be. The only one I see at night. By your side I know its right. In our dreams we soar with flight. Bound together with our might. You will see what Iam made of. A piece of faith from up above. I will carry you in my heart. Till the end and from the start. When you read this poem today. Know with you that I play...........# 89.......... Good Morning my Sweet Squaw. I wish you and I were living in the woods. I can survive with a pocket knife. I could build us a hut to live in. And a nest for you and I to mate and PLAY. And play with you I will. To keep you satisfied I would do anything you wanted. I would go up and DOWN and all around. Kissing you tenderly and licking my chops. I would lay you down on a table so nice. Spreading out the fare and not thinking twice. Ripping the clothes from your tender body. You telling me things to make me be naughty. First I start at your beautiful ear. Licking and sucking till you cant hear. On to your breasts I will go. And those nipples got hard that is so. After cleaning up the mess that I made. Down a little further and what do I see. Two little holes looking at me. One was winking and the other just a crack. I went on in and didnt look back. I went in so far that I got lost. Lost my load that was the cost. On that trip I did learn a thing. Anything is possible I might even sing. When you were screaming and calling for more. The neighbors close by came to the door. After you told them things were all right. I hit it hard way into the night. When my eyes opened and I could see. All that was left was just you and me. Floating on the clouds that I did know. Looking down and the earth was below. When I think of that wonderful time. I know in my heart that you are still mine. MY love for you is burned in my Soul. With you forever that is my goal..<><><>.Another chance here to express my apology to those of you that are turned off by my previous poem. Every day I wake up iam not the same as yesterday. Some days I speak gently other days I do not. If I was to show you only one side of me I would be phony. As a man inspired by images the stuff I see sent by you blows my mind. Naked ladies doing all kinds of things and Angels decending from heaven. How screwed up can my mind be. haha. Looking at a beautiful body keeps my blood pumping and inspires my fantansy. I have a lot to give and that drive keeps me alive. Nothing but Very Classy Ladies have I met on this site. I hope my words are up to your level and not below you. I laugh a lot when I write and this one did that for me. I also shed tears of pain for you, so many of you have been hurt. A break from that pain cant be all bad. Iam only a man made of flesh and blood with emotions stirring that crap up, anything can come out. I dont apoligize for being a man. But if my words Hurt You, I ask for your forgiveness. I speak from my heart but sometimes my head pokes out.<><><>...........# 90............The perfect lady that I see. On the road you came to me. Bring your heart and a stick. Beat me back thats the trick. You can hurt me all you can. Take your best shot Iam a man. Dont feel better when you are spent. The best to you is always meant. In my heart you are to stay. Makes my life and makes my day. The best to you I always send. Our lives with GOD he will mend.....# 91.............To stand upon middle ground. Makes a place that I have found. Where I can see both sides now. An open mind and thats how. Everyone should have a right. To be equal in Gods sight. Iam not here to judge you. Found an idea and its new. Treat your brother like a friend. Always keep loving till the end. To care for someone in your heart. Makes you feel you are a part. A family can give you many things. Connection to love and it brings. Hugs and kisses from everywhere. Now you know they all care. Return the love to someone new. And it will be returned to you. Each new friend that I meet. There all good and cant be beat......# 92............You are the best thing to look at first thing in the morning. More precious than the rising sun. My heart can feel you are the one. Born in heaven and brought to earth. The prettiest thing from your birth. Locked in embrace we ride this road. I will carry you to ease your load. To stand in front and take the rath. I defeated them all just do the math. Your so sweet I hear a sound. And your feet dont touch the ground. With a heart and soul thats good. Would pull you close if I could. Look into those amazing eyes. Our harts are soaring through the skys. As we travel hand in hand. Across this place our beautiful land. This insperation came from you. I can feel it hope you too.....# 93...........Looking into those beautiful eyes as the sparks fly. Gave me life Iam your guy. What a pretty lady I see. Dressed real nice looking at me. Id rip that thing off you now. Lay you down and show you how. To take you to a special place. Getting it all over my face. No lunch needed for today. Near this spot I will lay. As you moan I like the sound. Now we go below the ground. A breath of air is all I need. And on back down I go with speed. The sweetest taste ive ever had. Youre the one that made me glad. Now my hat is off to you. And I hope your hats off too......# 94..............The special ones that I see. Will always be a part of me. They might take another road. But like a picture they will load. In my mind to be burned. Till the end of lessons learned. Then we will join and feel a part. Of each others loving heart.......# 95.............Here I stand a mortal man. Change my brothers if I can. No more hate to spread around. Only Peace on every ground. Sons, daughters, fathers, mothers. All are loved by the others. If we take a life today. Only hate will grow that way. Heres my hand will you take. Lets make peace for Heavens sake. The young at heart they will grow. From there heart Peace they know. On this planet we will blend. Hate and anger they will mend. Love and kindness will win out. You can bet without a doubt. In this place of Peace iam. Spirits speaking to this man. You will find a way thats new. Not just you but me too. Wash your feet with my hands. Shows to you what kind of mans. Give your self and heart too. God will watch and bless you. To carry you when I can. What iam made what kind of man. Heres to you the shirt my back. Not to worry dont look back. In our life all we need. Hold them close a good deed. I will rest on that day. Men say Peace and stay that way. Humans might stand a chance to live. Not to fight and learn to give.,,,,,,,# 96............I want to build you a house up high. Only where the birds will fly. We can see all around. Up above and to the ground. I will keep you close to me. Where its safe and you will be. All the bugs that you can eat. really is a tasty treat. I will bring you worms thats true. Munch them up there for you. Now I see a flying thing. Eat them up ive ripped there wing. Lay your eggs you silly hen. Ill hump on you and start again. Keep them warm you know the score. With your bottom your back door. Dont let me see what you hide. I would love to see inside. When they hatch you tell me. I will run and care for thee. When you see me in the line. Dont you cry not even whine. The best for you will be for me. The best thing that could ever be. You always are a gift to me. Always bright the one I see. The way to home is that way. Take my hand and we wont stay. Ill bring you to the perfect place. Lots of room and lots of space. Here we stay till the end of time. Only you on my mind...<><><><>. When I was in military school they called me Big Z. After I got kicked out of two of them, juvy was next. Thats where they gave me the name Tin Man. I was the only white boy there. So you could imagine the crap I put up with. They said I had no heart. I was cold as steel. I was a soldier then 13. I was in lock up a lot. We wore night gowns at night and they took our clothes away and locked them up. That made escaping a little more diffulcult. No razor ribbon then just barbed wire so it had been done by a few. They were legends and writing on the walls told about them. By the time I was 20 half of that time was in bad places. I even made it to youth authorty. Next step was the big house. But that never happened. I got an honorable discharge from parole. It was an offical paper like I was going to show everyone. I got married and she kept me from screwing up. That was a good time for me. Always happy memories and no hard feelings. That ended in 81 havnt seen her in 28 years but I still love her. She was my best friend ever. At least so far. I love her as she was, not what she is now. A sad thing to love someone that dosnt exsist...The maze stone has turned out to be a great place for me to write. Its quiet and peaceful there. I saw a couple of roadrunners there, what strange birds. I think they have a nest nearby in a big bush. I have tried to get a picture but there fast. I saw a big coyote the other night, it makes me a little nervous. He got pretty close thats not normal. There feeding at the farms nearby. Pets and pet food is what they eat now. Thats why there so big I guess. A pack of them might be a problem. Iam carring a spear now like a caveman, when Iam there after dark..<><><>.I will pray for you success, and that you have a happy life. No hard feelings, Your direction is your own. Who knows maybe tomorrow I will be listening to you. I have an open mind, each day is an adventure for me. I cross many lines just to see if I can. Thats the Rebel in me. I want to try something new and feel free again. Jumping from a bridge on a rubber band isnt for me..haha. Or jumping from an airplane eather, but I bet the view is nice. I see gliders everyday here soaring silently, that would be more my style. Like a bird of which I see many Hawks and crows circling on the updrafts. When I was young I saw many Buzzards in the desert, but dont see any now. Thats very sad. They were lost under the road of progress, like many the end of there time has come. We are on that road too. How long we have I dont know. The earth is changing, some of it we have done. Not for the better Iam sorry to say. Iam still picking up trash at the wild places, thats my home. Karma is important, the essence of life. Just one step can change your life, choose the direction wisely. ...................#97...........On a Morning such as this. Iam waking you with a kiss. In your eyes I see a glow. Our hearts are joined that is so. You have made my life a wonderful thing. In return you are under my wing. In our life bumps have been. With a prayer not again. As I learn it makes me wise. I trust God not any guys. The load I place upon my back. Struggle hard dont look back. Every day that I live. Gives me hope and I give. Every one can be a friend. But you I hope till the end. With my arms I pull you near. Looking in your eyes and calling you dear. I feel your heart beat next to mine. Now between us there is no line. Now the two are joined to one. Loved and blessed by the Son. Today I have a happy heart. You have made it a new start........#98.............The beauty that I see this night. Makes me know things are right. I heard the birds that made a song. Not so short but very long. As we join our hands tonight. Let us hold with all our might. I walk with you under the stars. And the planets including mars. We watched the waves they are so cool. Like a diamond or a jewel. The moon it shines and shows the way. Till the sun comes and starts a day. When we are born upon this earth. God is watching from our birth. If we follow our heart today. Sing our song and always say. Good things to men will always come. Peace to all and not to some. As I walk today I take a chance. Not with anger but a peaceful stance. Loving my brother is the only way. Stop the fighting we have to say. I say a prayer to all who live. Peace for us if we learn to give........# 99...............To mount my scoot and hear the roar. Pumps my blood and much more. Hard on the throttle and head in the air. Dont try and stop me I dont even care. All that I know that I feel on that ride. Things would be better with you by my side. My life was layed down onto this road. I will never give in and take the whole load. My future with you would be a real gas. If we are soul mates what a shame if we pass. Long it has been since I had a life. Lost my best friend and also my wife. If my prayers get answered before Iam dead. A sweet one will come and enter my bed. To her my heart bonded a good way to find. Peace and Happyness both in our mind..........# 100...........To watch the sun as it goes down is really quite a thing. The start of night and the time for cricketts start to sing. Lighting bugs light their light to try and find a mate. Only at night you find them they dont think its late. Down by the pond the toads and frogs all sing. Eating all the bugs and almost everything. Snakes and gators are there too you better watch your step. The dogs could help us out here but on a chain there kept. One wrong step by anyone you can become a meal. Not a pretty thought my friend and not a real good deal. I will keep you safe just take ahold my hand. I will carry the load and always I will stand. The lions and bears they will smell us out. They have a very good tool a very sensitive snout. When I step upon the ground I always keep one open. Seeing what you step on is better than a hopein. To keep your eyes upon the stars can give your heart a lift. Some cant see beyond their face and cant see what a gift. God has let us use this place to grow, live and learn. We can return the favor the destruction we can turn. Do your best to keep it clean its not a real big thing. I can see the happyness in the faces it will bring............# 101..........When the sun goes down at night. Creatures come out the ones that bite. In your bed roll you better be still. Mountian lions attack and they kill. If you have any food around. Here comes a bad ass known in town. Put your food high in a tree. They use their nose when they cant see. A little peanut butter on your shirt. The bears will eat you and you turn to dirt. Under the stars you will see Bats. Under the rocks you will find Rats. And when the night birds fly. Keep a watch to your eye. Into your bed they can crawl. After they bite you, you will bawl. Sleeping on the ground is quite a thing. But some misery it can bring. Use a tent with a zipper thats tight. Then you stop the things that BITE..........# 102..........To make you smile is my goal. In my heart it makes me whole. With a heart thats filled with Gold. Your Soul is also very Bold. To find a woman made like you. Could make your life start anew. Not many made of this Kind. The most precious thing you can Find.....<><><><>......I think love should last forever. But Iam a dreamer. I always have been. This lonelyness Iam going through is for a reason. I guess to learn something. Dont take anything for granted, and always look into the eyes of your mate, for as long as it takes to keep that connection. Thats a connection to your souls, true love is in there....Thank You for being you. I feel better already. I was divorced in 81 and went off into the desert to live alone, then to Idaho back country as a logger and gold miner. I had girl friends along the way but kept a little wall up. The walls gone and so are they. Its a new me. Everything is exposed now thats my way. Some ladies say they feel good after I send them my poems. So that makes it worth it. Iam a carpenter of wood but now of words. I put things together just like before but of different materals. Something is a driving force inside, all new to me. I just sit here and it happens. Words flow like water, sometimes smooth as silk. Other times rough, but Iam both myself. Iam G rated as well as everything goes, except the animals that crosses the line with me..haha. There might be a place for it but its not here. South of the border is where that started. In high school I went to TJ a couple of times. Sorry I went there, I mean now with you, not then with them..haha. I could tell you stories for hours, but you are a busy person......<><><>......Being a normal human being is not a goal for me. I dont give a crap. When the Goon Squad comes here they better bring their lunch. I have a problem when people in authorty take advantage of the people they work for. Dont use us or abuse us. Not everyone has a millon bucks to pay you off. Being near the bottom is getting a bit of a bitch. Dont push your luck. Iam about to BLOW. A concerned citizen who loves our FLAG..............# 103........Only Truth will pass these lips, and with sparks flying from tips. Take ahold of what you can, just remember Iam a man.......<><><>....Its time for a note just in case the doctors ever want to know more about my personaltys. A record is good to study if an abnormalty shows up. I can say this about us, we are peace loving till you piss us off. Then all hell breaks loose and anything is possible. We argue sometimes but as you know a threesome is even harder than marrage. You give and take on a regular bases. Our choice in women is varied. Me likes women that are hard to handle and hot to the touch. I like em sweet and in lace the crotchless kind. Myself likes the dark side but it scares the hell out of me and I. Somestuff might be cool but hanging from hooks dosnt look like fun. More for a fish I think. The last month I have lost it. Made a fool of myself in person, once really bad and Iam very sorry for that. I learn new lessons everyday. Some I will never live down but I hope I remember them. The people on this site are the nicest people in my life. Might not sound like much but where I came from nice wasnt part of anything. Sitting here alone this is my only way to vent. Thanks for not deleting me. I cant say things will get better but they will change. Something new in my head by the second. Being different is me, I want a better world for my kind, the free thinkers and people with integrity. People who will stand together for our ideas and change the ones that are based on greed and power. Hanging around my dad has me all fired up. He is a radical thinker. More than I ever was. He seems to think equality between the classes might be comming. To be equal in quality of life is just only a dream but dreams make reality. Going back to the stone maybe something will happen there. Miracles are appearing everywhere I hope one comes to you......................#104.............When I came and touched this ground. My mother heard a crying sound. The hands I had were very small. My feet I kicked with my all. She gave me life from her breast. So I could live and pass this test. No one comes close to what she did. She taught me right when as a kid. Some things I remember were not good. But she did the best she could. To tell her that I love her really isnt enough. Everything she cooked up I remember as good stuff.............# 105........I look to the east to see it rise. And watch it as it meets clear blue skys. It was made from cosmic debris. Got real hot as we can see. We couldnt live without its heat. To keep us warm it cant be beat. When it sets I see a friend. And the next morning we meet again.....<><><> A good place and time to Dump A Load here in front of you. When I do this it helps relieve tension. Being an Idoit I didnt post the last poems I wrote. After the first hundred it slowed down. I think I lost faith in it meaning anything, just rambling of an enlightened person. Thats putting it lightly. Influnced by caffene and lack of food and I will say almost anything. It has been proven in the past and will probabily continue. To those of you that say grow up, just remember the system in place at that time tried to beat that into me. I refused to accept there ways and will continue to be myself. I have waded through this mire of crap since I was 7 all alone in my heart. What can hurt me more than that now. Excitement is not another human being, but cold material things. The warmest thing I have seen in days was a black cottontail rabbit. Friends of mine have hooked up and I am very happy for them. I keep praying we all get what we deserve so I better watch my ass. HAHA.....#106....When I see a friend in need. Support I give a good deed. To be depressed is quite a bummer. Comes all the year not only in summer. Keep in mind You have a Friend. Much best wishes do I send. As the sun rises each day. A new start begins that way. Think good things with Peace in your Heart. Dont you laugh when I Fart.(sorry haha) With Your mind a fresh start. Smiles to You I send today. And always MY FRIEND YOU WILL STAY.......# 107.....The thorns of life have made me bleed. But in my Heart there was a seed. To return love when hate was sent. A message from the Son it was meant. Be a Friend to Everyone. Not only your kind Not only Some. If love is passed from one to another. You call me Friend I call You Brother. By Your side I will stand. I will even drink your brand. If your buying I say to you. Iam you friend and will be True. When the Money runs out let me know. I will find another Bro........<><><>....Once again the law makers of this state have decided to put the burden of saving this sinking ship on the back of the poor. The people that make these decisions are looking to save their rich lifestyle and take everything they can. Crooks and Thieves are the bunch. When did they take a pay cut or give anything. The rich bastards will answer to a higher power. Some think they are above the common people. Let them not eat or have a fancy bunch of houses. They would be reduced to a lump of shit. The ego of that type is a threat to mankind, and should be elimated from the face of this earth. Let them suffer and there kind so as to remind people everywhere To Look Down Is To Be Brought Down. Justice will prevail over evil......# 108........
When I was born there was a thought. What if this boy is not good stock. They tested me with not much love. I had no help from up above. I walked alone for many years.A lot of pain but no tears. My heart was hardened as a rock. But a girl opened the lock. There finally was a friend inside. We rode together she was my bride. I shared with her everything. My Heart My Soul and a Ring. Time went on and as we grew. She saw a light and it was new. As my friend I could not refuse. I gave her freedom but I did lose. The thing that made my Heart feel sad. Her spot was empty and I hurt bad. To her I wish the best in life. A great human being not only a wife............# 109.....When God brought me to this place. He had a plan and knew my face. Every step that here I took. He had written in his book. All the pain and tears that fell. He had known but did not tell. I had to find the way myself. With only courage and not wealth. Now the treasure he gave to me. A soul thats good and eyes that see. To walk this land and be alone. Is very lonely without a home. The only way a home is made. Love to bloom as in a glade. To see inside anothers Heart. Friendship grows a new start. Trust will be the first we pick. Sweet as ice cream we could lick. Down below there is a door. But up above there is much more. Now to you a Kiss I send. And I will always call you Friend......# 110.........Its time to say a thing not new. In my heart I care for you. As my angel not by my side. But me in front to protect your hide. Rap your arms around me tight. We both know it feels so right. With eyes open we see the climb. And full throttle all the time. Dont let life sell us short. In every city and every port. Spread the word of Love to all. In our heart we feel the call. To be quiet and hold it in. Not too good but not a sin. To give to others when you can. Makes me a better kind of man. To feel this way is a gift. To my Soul it gave a lift. To put someone else above yourself. Shows your Strength and your Wealth. If you care for a heart thats new. It might care for your Heart Too......#111.....The sun is shining in my heart. A message from you made it start. Yesterday I was sad and blue. I had no faith in you know who. To walk alone one more day. Wasnt meant to be that way. Best wishes and Prayers I send to you. As a friend I will be true. In my life I see today. A friend That God has sent my way. Not a thing that I take lightly. Friendships make my life shine brightly. Iam blessed to see your face. I could not find a better place. To meet a heart as fine as yours. Not to find on any shores. Who knows what will come to pass. I just know that you have class. I try and be a funny man. It covers the pain the best I can. Dont judge me by a joke or two. But by my Heart as it is True......#112............A Raven just landed over my head. The spirit is near and I will be lead. A journey to learn more about this life. How to survive without any wife. When I was married I felt so complete. After the divorce not quite so neat. I had to start over the thoughts in my head. That someone would be there until I was dead. My loves forever not just 10 years. When they say later I shed some tears. When I was harder than Iam today. Make my life easier if its that way. The Ravens are back I hear their call. If they have luck give me their ALL. Now a dove has landed over my head. Hope he dosnt crap into my bed. My coffee cup is closer if it fell in there. It wouldnt matter I wouldnt care. Marshmallows are floating thats what id think. Down it would go with just one big drink. Dont be alarmed its harmless iam told. Only if you do it after you are Old...HAHA. Natural Coffee Creamer.....# #113...............When I see A beautiful Thing. In my mind a song I sing. Spirits give us light today. In my life I pray they stay. I started this trip when I was strong. But from then its been so long. Iam blessed to see this day. Not from seeing but another way. My heart is full as it can be. Hope it dosnt blow inside of me. My Good Friends have filled it up. Not by Chance and not by Luck. You are special I can see. Not by sight but inside of me..........# 114...............To finally find a place I like. On the front of a fast bike. Not any worries on my mind. Ride all the backroads that I find. A soul I seek to join me there. Not any problems not any cares. To watch the sun rise and set. With my love nothing better yet. I visit places I love in my heart. If she was there what a Great Start......# 115..........Over 500 hundred years have we stood upon this ground. From the men we took it now we hear no sound. War crys and ponys running was their way of saying Hey. You took our land and killed our people is that your only way. Peace will come to those who try and give a friend a chance. I will stand with that man and never change my stance. To pick you up when you are down is my job for sure. If I fall I hope you see and give me the best cure. A spirit sent me down this road to meet and see your soul. I think I see an Angel to protect me is her goal. In my mind I see a face of one whos lips ive kissed. Every moment your kept from me I let you know your missed. I wish for you the best of things may a Spirit protect you Dear. And always know you are in my Heart and I will keep You near........#116...............I watched the sun as it went down as if it were a brother. Nothing has given me quite as much I see not any other. The fish that swim the birds that fly wouldnt find their way. If the sun didnt come and create a thing called day. It warms our world and keeps alive the things we need to live. We do our part and share the things we have to give. When we break bread with another as a sign of trust. If we all get the same even if its crust. Every man deserves the right to follow his own light. Even if you dont believe that his thoughts are right. Not to be the same is the way its meant to be. Look into the heart that is where you see. As we walk upright we only have a debt. Act like humans and not animals out of cages we were let. Compassion leads the way to brotherhood I would say. Heres my hand in friendship that begins the way. Good thoughts I send to you and family all around. In my head they will stay until I make no sound........# 117.......The one best ride that I lack. Is the one where I never come back. Just keep riding for new things to find. Hopefully someday one of my kind. No pain tomorrow it hasnt arrived yet. But when it gets here not a sure bet. One day might be funny another real sad. But to exist I have to feel glad. Emotions in humans are strange to say the least. Sometimes they even turn into a beast. Some are destructive like jealousy and anger are. Love and Friendship are better by far............# 118...........I would keep you warm and cuddle like spoons. Watching the Stars and all of the Moons. Kissing your neck with a handfull of breast. One more thing for the final Test. Her wings are so pretty she lays them aside. And with her hands she is my guide. As the light fades I feel so alive. I cross my fingers and go for a dive. Swimming upstream is all I can do. As fast as I can to try and find YOU.......# 119..........When I look inside my heart I see a forest there. All that nature has to offer and they know I care. From a tiny grain of sand to the largest tree. I see the Beauty Created there and its a part of me. I was born to walk with feet and use my head to think. When I walked upon the ground I found a place to drink. As I learned to feed myself from what I found at hand. I traveled to see the wonders spread through out this land. I saw her watching me as I walked along. Soon I saw I had A friend and began to sing a song. From where she came I do not know She grabbed me by the Heart. To feel alone I had not done even from the start. If it was light all the time we wouldnt know the dark. As we love and lose it always leaves a mark. Just keep Faith My Friend from the spirits we are told. Your Soul will carry KARMA past the time were old. As memories last Forever YOU WILL BE MY FRIEND. And THE LOVE between US IT WILL NEVER END.............# 120.........I can feel another's pain as if it were my own. Maybe its because I spent much time alone. The things I learned from people that treated me like dirt. Now I have a feeling I want to give my shirt. To show love to another is my way to be. Now my eyes are opened and I was blessed to see. The good I feel in you has let me see your soul. To treat you with Love and Respect is my primary goal. Every Good spirit has a home to protect its kind. And the Good I see in You will always fill my mind........# 121..................The spice of life is variety they say. Not the same always a different way. You wont get board if you look around. All kinds of music all kinds of sound. The color of skin dosnt affect my choice. Not the sex or kind of voice. Its whats inside thats a gift. It heals a heart and gives a lift. Love will pass from me to you. Then it will pass to someone new. If the love goes on that way. A change in lives might come someday. Something nice I will always say. I hope you too will act this way. To hold a hand and lend an ear. Is a friend that is Dear...........# 122
..........A poem came just for you this morning, Iam not surprised....As a Friend I couldnt ask for a better one than You. You brightened up my life when I was feeling blue. Now I have a problem what to think inside. You turned out to be perfect but cant be by my side. Maybe its not right to feel the way I do. But a piece of my heart is now a part of you. I want to say iam sorry to bring this up to you. But I need to know do you have feelings too. I have heard a story that love will find a way. Its not a fantasy it happens every single day. I hope you find happyness in the place your meant to be. I wouldnt have a problem if that miracle was me.........# 123...........I went through much to get this far. Now what I see is a beautiful star. When a person has a heart and soul as good as yours. You will have a gift to open many doors. Your beauty is amazing and you look perfect to me. The part that is the best is the part you can not see. With a purpose in this life you can heal some pain. Always for the other guy and not for you to claim. When God thought of goodness you were in his mind. The Sweet and Caring way remembered by your kind. This poem proves to me a spirit guides our way. A beginning of a friendship has begun upon this day............#124...............When we met I saw in you. Some great things that were new. Not only a pretty face but a caring heart. I could feel that from the start. Some people never tell it true. Not to worry that with you. Through your eyes I saw a soul. It was good and also whole. To walk alone day by day. Gets very lonesome I have to say. Man was meant to be with kind. If alone he will lose his mind.........# 125...............The raven calls it seems to me. About my love on her way to me. I opened up to the world it seems. Showing everything by any means. In my heart something said. Tell your story dont be led. The part of me thats come out. Is something new thats no doubt.I was told you cant think for yourself. You have no cents you have no wealth. What I have is more than Gold. And in your hand you can not hold. It comes to us in our Heart. And as a Soul when we start. Some follow things you cannot see. I believe the same and its for me. Its not a man or place or things. But Peace and Happiness in Your Heart that sings. Some had made the grade with zest. But to some was a real test. My Bros are ones without a suit. I dont care if they have no loot. I will share my bread with them. Women , children and even men. To give my love to everyone. Was taught to me by the Son. I will think and live that way. Till last breath and dieing day. It might be a cloud of dust. The earth had long since cracked its crust. My Soul will still feel the Love. And the place we meet is up above............# 126............Not a bird but wings that soar. A healing spirit will open the door. As health returns we give thanks. To our Angel thats in the ranks. Every Soul they will protect. And never allow any neglect. Theres one for me and one for you. And all the other good ones too. When we need a helping hand. An Angel apppears and they stand. In the way of harm and pain. Always in front again and again. As Angels form a ring of health. Cannot be bought with any wealth. But if you have a heart thats true. Gifts are given unto You. One last thing before I go. All my faith in You I know. To trust you with my life today. With You My Friend Its The Way................# 127..................I walk this land and spread the word. Peace will come to those who heard. Keep your neighbor as a friend. Any anger you must mend. Help the people that you feel. Not a phony but very real. The ones I pick I think have class. And so far they all have passed. My heart is big as it can be. A spirit opened it to let me see. The good in others I hope is there. Dont ever wait tell them you care. Once a soul has left this earth. Back it comes to a birth. Many times this cycles done. Then a journey thats the final one. When you have learned all you need. Then no reason for a seed. The place I go I will wait for you. Many others will be there too. Not just love to all whos there. Respect and Affection to show I care..............# 128......Not everyday will be my best. Some days put me to a test. Will my faith survive this day. Or will I feel another way. I never had the answers to questions I had ask.I only followed directions and finished another task. When I started down this road I didnt know how long. It would take to find a heart to which I could belong. Now its been a while have patience I was told. How long must I wait till my feelings get real cold. Not to have a heart that I can call my own. Is a pain thats very real and cuts right to the bone. If I wake tomorrow and be the best I can. Will there be a blessing and complete this single man. I believe a spirit will find a heart for me. If I sing my song in a message she will see. A soul that was alone but not long meant to be. As a flower blooms at the perfect time in spring. I will still be waiting for a heart that heard me sing.....# 129................ To tell my story to friends I found. On these messages without a sound. I tell my days of good and bad. When I was happy and when I was sad. On this journey I was meant. From my heart words are sent. I rode along till I saw a light. I pulled over to help with there plight. Ones that need are standing near. Eyes wide open and full of fear. What can they do and ask of me. Look to your heart and you will see. The way is peace with shaking hands. Only truth and honor stands. When you speak make words true. And the same I will do to you. Iam not ready to give in. Just before my time to win..............# 130..............To watch you as you sleep and dream about the way. You light the fire inside me with everything you say. I cant explain these feelings they came into my heart. Now I hope they grow as was meant from the start. While I walk along and think about you Dear. I hold You in my arms and press You Very Near.........# 131...Can it be so hard to understand the way. I never seem to fit thats what others say. I only am a man and cant be any other. Not many now will even call me brother. Do I have a trait that makes them run so far. So very dim now but was bright as a star. As the sun sets tonight another star will rise. I hope I have the strength to look up to the sky. As I open up my eyes I see the beauty there. And hope that I really find someone who will care. To know the joy that life can bring in my mind is there. And there was a person that I thought who cared. But as it goes in my life they just walked away. Their always in my Heart and there will always stay...........# 132........After I get a dose of touch from one soul to another. It always seems to dissappear just like all the others. Whats the lesson I learned this time the pain is still the same. All I do is be myself there no one to blame. I have heard before that God makes no mistakes. I guess they didnt count me in or give me any breaks. On this earth I still wonder looking for a friend. In my Heart will come a day I will hear to send. Its not the words I speak the feelings will come through. In my eyes I speak the truth and look in your eyes too. I want to learn and give thats what makes me tick. Not to give up too soon that will be the trick........# 133........I have searched upon this earth. It seems like forever from my birth. Many things were hard and some even hurt me. I built a shell to let me be. Away from harm and lies I stayed. A friend of a spirit then was made. After a time a man will turn. Back to what he didnt learn. This time I didnt come alone. But with Love I brought from home. Life will change thats for sure. There is no relief there is no cure. The friends I have made on this ride. A spirit brought them to my side. To belong to a group such as this. Was something I always had missed. To every Heart and Soul I say. May you have happiness in every way..........# 134.....To my friends I owe a debt. The account has grown you can bet. They gave me life when I was dead. And onto this path I was led. I watch the others as they hook up. And wonder about me and my luck. After a while I hear a sound. Crying coming from someone down. I feel sad when a person is hurt. Not any alarm not any alert. When looking in their eyes I see. Pain and Suffering as deep as can be. I will walk and carry their pack. And no effort will I lack. As I give a piece of me. Hoping others they might see. Its not about how much you own. But about the seeds you've sown..........# 135.....My doctor said reduce your stress. My life had become quite a mess. Along the way I picked up traits. And a couple of not good mates. I turned around and looked real good. Trying to find where I stood. In a hole as deep as hell. A place I had known very well. To change my life at this time. To have no future was the sign. I had no friends that were real. They just wanted a good deal. I turned my back and walked away. Found a trail to a better way. Keep your house and your mind too. Clean of anger inside of you. With Peace a damaged heart can mend. With the Love of a new Friend............# 136.........The lizard that I go to see. Is like a friend and remembers me. I have seen him leap on bugs. And once saw him eat some slugs. He lays real still with open eyes. Looking for a meal of other guys. He eats a ton of bugs I bet. A better friend ive never met. His eyes are sharp he watches well. Hes a meal the birds can tell. He does no harm but is a pest. In my dads house they made a nest. One day I opened the door to see. A family of lizards looking at me. They wanted out to find some food. That put them in a better mood. Now they stay around the yard. Watching for bugs they will guard. Not much sleep for them I see. They do a job for you and me...........# 137.............All we can do, is be the best we can be. All the good things we do, God will surly see. No one is perfect we were made that way. I am only human what more can I say. When a heart is broken all that I see. A place to put a kiss know its from me. The cure for a broken Heart is to find Love they say. After you pick up the pieces You will find a way. To forgive all your sorrows and the ones that you burned. Dont wait to long More lessons are learned. To have feelings for someone out there. Sing them your song Tell them You care. Each moment that I am kept away from your side. We lose precious time and shorten the ride. As my Heart fills with Love sent from You. Love I will send To fill your Heart too. A very Sweet kiss I send to my Friend. Always remembered never to end...........# 138..........I wish you could see the Beauty that I see. You are Perfect in my eyes. Every little buldge or tat or scar is a part of you that makes you who you are. Not the color or the size is important but the Heart and Soul that makes you a star. I am a different kind of guy I was made that way. I always think of others first and was told to say. In your head you have a choice to want to give or take. When you make a choice the best one you must make. Its not about the power or money that you hold. The Karma that you made yourself is more valauble than Gold...........# 139......Today has been a special day to share a word with you. God had put it in his heart to bring a friend thats true. I speak my words straight from my heart I cannot tell a lie. I made mistakes like all of us but now a different guy. I came to know a life thats new it wasnt planned that way. I tell of all my journeys to ones that lost their way. I have walked in many shoes I have felt their pain. To spread the word of Love with friendship you will gain. On this earth the story says a man spread Peace with Love. To follow in his footsteps and the road to up above. I give myself to all who care enough to hear me out. I will carry the word of Peace until the final bout. To say a word of Love until the final call. To do my best to carry you and always give my all. My soul will last forever filled with love from you. Even when I am born again your love will find me too......# 140..Now I see in front of me. The perfect woman pretty to see. A woman with a lot of class. She captured my eyes I could not pass. All I know is I found a Friend. To her Best Wishes I will Send. The man that wins this ladies heart. Please stay with her and never part. A woman like this is hard to find. Dont ruin it for others like her kind. Respect And Love should be given first. And then to desire and quench your thirst. Remember there might come a time. When you are alone when you climb. Just have faith and look above. And remember You I will always Love..............# 141.........When people turn their nose up and turn upon my back. Who the hell do they think they are thinking that I lack. I might not be handsome I might not be smart. But I have a good Spirit and a Good Heart. All along the way I have seen them fall. The ones that thought their shit didnt stink on their knees they crawl. I am not perfect faults are for sure. Not any answer not any cure. I will remember as I do my best. I see this journey only as a test. I hope at the end I will find more. If they will answer as I knock upon the door. Life has been hell I wish it not so. Can it change before I have to go. Who has the answer that I will hear. The connection through our souls. That I feel when you are near...........# 142.........Everyday a page is turned in my book of life. And my Heart is out there and some stab it with a knife. The pain is deep and does not heal then a scar is there. The next time I need to trust its very hard to care. The easy part of finding love is not a piece of ass. But to see inside and find out how much class. I am not saying lust is bad its a way to start. The fire that is lit might heat the coldest Heart. Its like a game with no rules that we play today. No thought of a future or a plan to stay. To see the sadness in the ones that make this there only way. I will hope they see the light and live a better day.............# 143............I cant be perfect I just do the best I can. Not to hurt another with my words again. To vent my feelings on this site is not common for a man. But I think the reason is just because I can. I crossed the line and took to much when to young to know. Now I live a different way I care for all thats so. Every Soul has a right to be upon this earth. But the rights recieved are not guaranteed from birth............# 144..............I think the problem here will always start with me. It seems like I am the only one that really wants to see. Tonight looks like heaven but what about tomorrow. Will it have happiness or just a load of sorrow. To say life is a piece of cake. And pass it off as a truth we make. The ones that feel the most seem lower on the scale. Everything they tried to fly wasnt allowed to sail. Some might think its a joke to care about a Soul. But I think thats my job and will always be my goal..............# 145.............Its hard to express in my words the Beauty that I see. Its been locked inside the deepest part of me. The day the key was found to open up my Heart. I had faith in myself to make another start. There are no smoke or mirrors everything is real. No lies or deceit can seal this kind of deal. I think for you to see my kind of traits. Is a better way to look for perfect mates. There are some that hide the way they are. And cant be believed or trusted very far. People can change I dont doubt that tune. But if its not true I hope you see soon. I have seen their suffering and felt that kind of pain. But the choices that they make always seem the same.................# 146.........If I look only ahead and not watch my back. You can miss important things and your future it might lack. I walked away from things before that could of helped my climb. But I always had excuses and couldnt find the time. Dont let any friends slip away from you now. Show them your Love you will always remember how......<><><>....Its time dump another load in front of you. Dont trip on it. I have some gut feelings that honesty isnt the most important thing to some. A lot of head games here and thats a shame. Let the A holes stick together. That way I can see them and look for Better Friends. Phony Excuses are easy to see at least for me. This dosnt mean that I am perfect or that I might not be wrong. I hope that I am....<><><>.......# 147............... ............ One more note before I go. Just a quickie to let you know. In your eyes I see the tuth. Not just now but in your youth. When you never tell a lie. Makes it nice to be your guy. To have trust in who you see. Its the way I learned to be. I dont judge but I feel. If its real its a deal. I never have moved very fast. To find a love that will last. Making friends is the way. To find a mate that will stay..........# 148................The special ones that I see. Will always be a part of me. They might take another road. But like a picture they will load. In my mind to be burned. Till the end of lessons learned. Then we will join and feel a part. Of each others loving heart...........# 149............I cant express the sadness felt. To service men who wore the belt. They walked in front and took the flack. Protecting us not looking back. I owe them more than words can say. But I know a better way. Say a prayer Peace will come. Not a few or just some. But over the earth LOVE will spread. And with our brothers we will break bread.........# 150........The hair I saw that turned me on. looked real nice to this John. It says to me a free spirit. So very nice to be near it. As I look into your eyes. I pray for you only blue skys. The one that wins your heart this day. Will be lucky and gets the pay. To be on top of that hill. To me would always fit the bill. Not just today but forever. Not only clear but even stormy weather............# 151...................The friends that I made on this site. Are the best in their right. We all have different opinions that is true. But only the truth I will tell to you. Some are nice and act very real. Some are phony and are here to steal. How do you see the ones that hurt. Before they kick you in the dirt. No crystal ball will help me here. I might as well look in a beer. Its not easy to see them turn. As they watch you crash and burn. I guess in the end they will pay their dues. Then just listen they will sing the blues...........# 152...............This is a day to mark in my book. I looked at a lady and my heart was took. She dosnt see me as much I guess. But a lot of men are made of less. I guess to be big and look real bad. Might fill their ego buts real sad. The emptyness in their life is shown. And a woman they want to own. Everything made by God is his. Not any man its only his bizz. To control another is not the way. But there own choice let them say. Where they want to live and love. Where they fit right like a glove. As each day of life is turned. Keep yourself from being burned........# 153...........What I write is what I see. You were put here just for me. To tell you that you are the one. To tell a story to everyone. How love has come into your Day. The happiness shown is the way. To live your life with love to give. A perfect way in which to live.....# 154...........I am not sure why I am here. The road was long but now I am near. I feel the spark of life inside. I see that now a wild ride. Not to turn and find a way. Climb the mountian the only way. Make a friend of everyone. Mother, father and their son. Care for all judge not here. And keep your family very near. When chips are falling watch your back. Give your all and please dont lack. There were days when I was lost. A missing toll and heavy cost. Now in my eyes I see a light. And in my heart I know its right. Take a look at what You are. The finest thing A Rising Star...........# 155..........The Mighty sea will always win. Even though a few can swim. Shes deep cold and will pull you down. So far down you wont hear a sound. Things that live in the deep. Look for food that they keep. Into jaws like a vise. Out of the water dont think twice. See a fin and its too late. He has put you on his plate. To walk on water would be nice. Say a prayer and pay the price. As a man on this earth. My destiny written from my birth. Do not harm anything. Or harm to you it can bring..........# 156.........As a friend I do my best. Not to hurt or be a pest. I have words I need to say. Not before but just today. I spread myself mighty thin. So in this race I might win. A prize would be a heart so true. Not from any but just from you........# 157...........A spirit guides a mighty hand. Every ocean and every land. To walk upon another man. Is Karma runied and will stand. In your way to reach your goal. A loving Heart and Caring Soul...........# 158.............God blessed me to walk this earth. It was her plan from my birth. I find it hard to reason why. Why she created this kind of guy. Not the norm thats for sure. And from this life there is no cure. To stand alone against the best. Is a special kind of test. To find the metal of what your made. You find your place and your grade. Some are gold and worth much more. But not good for a door. Some will steal a thing like that. At the moment you turn your back. The metal I pick would be steel. Made of iron a better deal. Let them take their best shot. Try to hurt I think not........# 159...........Out in the wild where I sit. Its the place I really fit. Down the mountain when I go. Its not my place I know thats so. Among the clouds is where I stay. Where light divides the night from day........# 160........The truth I see in your eyes. By reading things can make me wise. I read a persons heart just like a book. And seeing when they gave and seeing when they took. I can feel the happiness I can feel the pain. Every heart I look at never is the same. Some are needing confidence some are needing love. I will give them what they need but not from up above. Some say I have a message that was ment for them. I pass on Peace and Love To any and all men. To make a friend forever is my goal today. I wont let you go and hope you always stay................# 161...........The most important ride that I took. I read that story in a book. When our skin and bones are gone. They wont know my name was John. Only thing left will be a light. And only the part that was right. To pass to the next needing mind. They cant see but are blind. A spirit tells them where to go. They dont guess but they know. Every soul must pass the test. Give up hate to do your best. Tell your story to open eyes. The true at heart will see the skys. A place was made to fill with love. On this earth and up above. With open arms and words of joy. You made the best day ever for this boy.....# 162................Today I thank the ones that care. Not over here but over there. I hope you know you are a friend indeed. I send my blessings to you with speed. My mind is busy with my stuff. Not been easy but real rough. To hurt another is not my way. And not to you on any day. In your eyes I saw a Star. The brightest one ive seen so far. A kinder person there will never be. You in my heart I will always see............# 163...................Catch me now as I fall. Not just try but with your all. Lost beyond the distant view. Was my life without you. Lonely cold and without touch. I didnt care or bother much. But now I seem to see the light. And think about it through the night. I opened up my heart to you. And I looked inside you too. What I saw was a dream. The prettest woman ive ever seen..........# 164.........When I am in the forest all I see is trees. Even more beautiful when there is a breeze. A miracle of life that grew from the earth. Some are planted when there is a birth. The help to clean the air and make it cooler too. Everything's a benefit made for me or you. Houses made of wood protect us everyday. And it keeps us warm in a special way. It gives up its life to us but not by choice I am sure. But we are addicted to wood and there is no cure. Just be careful what we use and dont waste if we can. Every child and woman and every single man.........# 165...........A condemend man with chains on my heart. In a cage of love all but not part. For most of my lifetime I have carried a flag. Looking for perfection but just found a hag. Hope its my time and luck will find me. Give me the wisdom and please let me see. A heart made of gold and soul thats all good. Tell me the ones to pick that I should. Hairs on the chest or ones near the butt. Dosnt mean anything just not a nut. To see what ive seen dont look to near. Most of the time I looked through some beer. Now it is different so says my doc. Smoke all you want just keep it locked. Hold it behind the doors of your pad. Just keep it cool look out my dad.........# 166........Today I see some growth thats new. Inside of me and inside of you. I smile more and laugh a lot. Found some happiness that I sought. My point of view might of changed. When my life was rearranged. An open mind brought me through. To this place and to you. Keeping faith on this road. Came from seeds that I had sowed. Look to good when in doubt. From your heart it will sprout...........# 167..........Men free not by chance. Took courage to make a stance. Against the ones that ripped us off. They were laughing and playing golf. To look at us like were a joke. Their not laughing when we choke.......# 168..............Blazing eyes of fire and ice. Are inviting but not nice. To touch someone hot as hell. Might fix your faults and make you well. The only way to find out. Get ready for pain and hold it out. A slap or two might be first. On your ass to quench your thirst.......# 169...............The one to thank is only you. Because of the faith in you know who. When someone gives a gift to me. Even one I cant see. Back to them a gift is sent. And from my heart it was ment. The words of Peace and love will flow. To even ones whos hearts are low. To make them smile with a grin. Is a battle that I win.............# 170..............To see a poor soul looking for life. Might make him happy to find him a wife. The ones I see seeking a friend. Have much to give and a shoulder to lend. The hair might be funny and look quite a sight. But it will look better later at night. A nose isnt needed to smell a darn rat. But look before you lay on the mat. If theres a scar down where you go. Ask some questions and then you will know. Run like hell as fast as you can. Or just roll over and take it like a man..........# 171...........To sit with you in the grass. My mind would spin and time would pass. To look into those wonderful eyes. Seeing all the cloudy and clear blue skies. When honesty is spoken to another. It makes trust and a brother. As freedom flows in our veins. The cause is important and not our names. As a friend I will pass it on. And not stop till the evils gone......# 172........Every sunrise that I see. Reminds me what a friend told me. The beauty of two are never the same. Even though they have the same name. Just like people they have their traits. And as different as their mates. To appreciate beauty of everyone. Makes my list at number one. To show another how you feel. Usually is a very good deal. To share the beauty of the sun. With all the animals and everyone. We thrive and grow in its light. With all its power and all its might. If and when that light goes out. Our life will end with out a doubt........# 173...........Every morning I open my eyes. But not everyday do I see clear skys. Its not always easy and its not always fun. But I am thankful for life and feel I am the one. To make you grin and think that I am funny. Makes it worthwhile and not for the money. As I give a little piece of me. It might open a mind and allow some to see. We are all different as snowflakes they say. And sunrises and sunsets are the same way. Each one is special and the love that I feel. Owns a piece of my heart and thats the real deal. As a speck of dust on this huge rock. I will keep trying to open the lock. Of one heart I was sent to find. Feeling the closeness of one of my kind. We are not common and only a few. And in my dreams I will only see You........# 174.............Cant I do a simple thing. Write some words and not bring. Tears to some and sadness too. Never meant to make one blue. Only friends will hang around. When they hear that empty sound. Finding friends is really luck. But with relatives you are stuck............# 175................The air is cool and wet with rain. The trees and plants all love the same. The beauty in a forest in some is hard to see. And I have a dream that came from inside me. Every creature has a right to live in peace at home. But as their hunted they might only roam. Let them live with their kind until the final call. And they leave some seeds unto they gave their all.............# 176..........I think of things to keep it fun. But some have said you are not the one. To make me smile and forgive. To get along and start to live. No one can tell me what to do. But I think I have a clue. Carry the truth with a sign. And find others whos views are mine. Keep it on the real for all to see. I trust you and I hope you trust me.......# 177............On a steed or an iron horse. I get my freedom when I set a course. When on a open road or an unbroken trail. We like the ride and will not bail. Seeing the wonders of our land. With our brothers we will stand. Personal freedoms we will make our choice. And all together we will have a voice. Standing our ground and saying our mind. Opened our eyes when we were blind. I dont want to follow the sheep. The ones that are afraid and wont make a peep. The louder the noise and shaking the ground. Might make a difference in the next round........# 178............I looked inside way down deep. At all the secrets I did keep. I hid the things that I thought were mine. But later found a few of my kind. To hold a grudge or anger in. Can come to bite you once again. If your thoughts are not of love. Change your mind and wear a glove. Lined with trust and made to last. A place to hide your anger past. Give a chance to ones that walk. To do good things and not just talk. As I watch them give and take. Sometimes I see a dirty snake. On their belly they will crawl. And never stand its not their call.....# 179........If I hurt anyone on this site. God will strike me with his might. I never meant to bring any pain. In my world I had nothing to gain. I feel lost as a sheep. But my word I must keep. To turn my back on a friend. Wont ever happen I cant bend. Someone said I am not real. But with my heart I really feel. I was sent to learn some things. It wasnt easy and pain it brings. The thing I wanted that was best. A child born in my nest. Not to happen in this life. Maybe the next one with a wife.........# 180........... When I close my eyes I see a pleasant view. Nothing it prettier its a picture of you. With a smile that lights up my heart from inside. On this journey I will love the whole ride. It might be rough and dark days might come. But in my heart you will always be the one. You carried me higher than anyone ever had. Filled with feelings of love and nothing thats bad. Sometimes at night when its quiet and still. I look inside myself and see ifs to fill. The bag of a messenger taking it to spirits that he will. Asking for guidance and which road to take. I hoped I reached the limit of mistakes that I make. Into the stars a dream I will send. Kisses and Wishes and Love to my friend........# 181.........Some crazy crap on my page is said. That some fine ladies might of read. Dont judge me by my funny words. And not by the color of my nerds. If their blue I will cry. And hurt like hell and you know why. The animal inside was let loose. When you told me you liked the goose. It changed my life thats for real. As I remember what a sweet deal.........# 182........Few will say whats on their mind. Afraid to be judged by not their kind. Do as we say and all will be well. I dont believe a word and go to hell. To be quiet would be a crime. Where I dont believe a word of their kind. Jobs are coming and good money too. Only the sheep will make money for you. What do we have to scam them back. Like they do to us and make us lack. A way to live without losing face. And have a piece of our own space. Peace and love would be our flag. And no one left to hold the bag. All would be in a part. Of all the things that we start..........# 183............To be nuts is not a joke to some. But learn to laugh when you see this one. No harm can be done to crack a smile. And happier you will be in a while. They said Groucho was a crazy one. But look at the money he gave to some. If I had brothers as funny as his. I would also be in big show biz. If I am laughing its true to say. No tears will come to me today. Thanks to the ones that are still here. A mental case needs his friends real near...........# 184..........I flew over the coo coos nest. With my friends we did our best. To see a view that was clear. And from our heart love came near. Not all others are here to use. And treat us bad and abuse. But to teach us things that are right. From good minds that are bright. Young ones have the gift of youth. And love can grow like a tooth. Keep it clean and it will last. Long and true from a time thats past. Whos to say what normal is. I dont care its not their biz. I see some that think their best. But its only from their own test. Full of air and not much more. Only here to make a score...............# 185..........On the horizon I see a lonely ship. All the hands have left their post only to take a dip. The captain came straight from hell to run our lives out here. Waiting for the sight of land then I know whats clear. Swim to freedom no matter what it takes. To work like a slave or rat isnt a good life that it makes. Mutiny means walk the plank there is no other way. Or find a match ignite the power and blow the ship away..........# 186.......... Thoughts of happy on my mind. And of you a special kind. I never give less than all. From a spirit its my call. To fill your life if I could. With everything that I know is good. Gives my Karma such a lift. And words to you a caring gift. Only from some can I see. The beauty that lives inside of thee.........# 187.......When I see a child fall and shead a tear of hurt. I can only think of my life and my pile of dirt. They said they cared for you but only for a while. I had only just begun the race I hadnt went a mile. Now alone and by myself I had to swim or sink. For a boy of seven years old that way of life did stink. Hold your children close to you and dont send them away. The people that you trust them with might not be OK............# 188...........Have I waisted the time I should of been looking. For someone that could do more than just the cooking. Not be at home just to watch all the soaps. Even though there only full of a bunch of dopes. Go through the stress of working off your ass. Then all they give to you is a one way pass. No work tomorrow dont bother coming back. You asked for a raise and now we get you back. We have a new man even better than you. And he workes cheeper and longer hours too.. Even when he is sick a brother will come in. And then when a new job opens hes the one thats in. The ones that were walked on when money was to be made. Were made of a better stock and better steel they layed..............# 189........I feel love thats for sure. And from this spell there is no cure. It can be the best of things. Carried to you on angel wings. Or from deep inside of your own hell. I have been there I know so well. At first I really seem to fly. But I am not a bird but just a guy. And every time I crash to earth. My heart is broken and I lose my worth. But after a while I think of fun. And try again to find the one. That makes me sing inside my heart. And feel loved and not just part. Thanks for accepting me as I am. An honest, kind and caring man.
..........# 190..........Long ago in a time thats past. Things were made as if to last. With hands that make a quality thing. One by one success did bring. When you can prove what you are worth. Then you are a blessing to this earth. Do your part and give a hand. To anyone from any land. Not by color or the way they speak. To accept them all anyway they leak. On their head or from their ear. From a pimple on their rear. It dosnt matter I dont care. If they are from here or from over there. Please remember we came from one seed. And if we hurt we all bleed......# 191......With my hands I touch your skin. I feel its right way down within. The fire of passion has entered my mind. And I can see even if blind. Some say rebel some say fool. But with a spirit I am a tool. I carry things inside my heart. And of my life they were a part. That has made me what I am. A caring soul and honest man. Now I see a spark of light. And in my life it seems so bright. The only way to show to you. How it looks from this view. Into your eyes I will see. What you are made of and what will be......# 192.........Everytime I see your face. I wish to close the open space. Between our souls that has been. A real crime and a sin. To find a friend out in the dark. And carry them till they see the spark. Of the light that guides our way. Every single night and day. Across the miles I send a dove. Filled with peace and my love. I would want you on that ride. To learn of life with you by my side. Every morning I see the sun. I will think of you as the only one. To share my heart with you today. And in my soul you will always stay.........# 193.......Only your pair of beautiful eyes. Will take me up to clear blue skies. On our journey you will see. what I am made of what will be. To keep you close and hold you tight. With all my love and all my might. It will last until the final rise. Of the sun thats in our skys. To be happy in my heart . Was my goal from the start. Now I feel the warming thing. And to my body it will bring. Thoughts of love and much more. To the skin and the core.....# 194.......Who can you count on when your down. Most when they call out wont hear a sound. I hope that there are a few. That will help and stand by you. Not all will give you what you need. But will watch you as you bleed. To find a friend might be the deal. And to them always please be real. To count your friends when its dark. Might let you know who made the mark. Find the ones that suit you best. Because they passed the final test. As I look around today. Not many to count stayed my way........# 195......I watch the sun when it is morn. The same was true when I was born. It warms the ground and our soul. It gives part of what makes us whole. We also need the night thats true. To rest our minds and everything not new. The moon is the one that oceans follow. Not made of cheese and surely not hollow. This place we have is full of change and maybe not for the better. But we have no other choice and I am glad I got to met her......# 196.......Many things have turned me on in this life of mine. But they always seem to change every single time. More of this and less of that now is what I crave. It just a human thing and dosnt mean your brave. When in doubt I have learned push to give your all. Then no regrets you will see to face your final call.........# 197......To touch the mind before the flesh can be quite a treat. And when the lust has grown up the sex cannot be beat.......# 198.........To watch you as you sleep and join you in your dreams. Gives my heart the life it needs and everything it seems. We could walk hand in hand on the cool white sand. And find our place to be happy in this place our land. Looking deep into your eyes I see a thing called love. And I feel that special thing that came from up above. I feel you heart as it beats when you are close to me. And as close as I can get is where I want to be........# 199........If I could fly to the stars anytime I want. To carry you in my arms would be the nicest part. Everytime you smiled I would give a kiss. And hold your heart in my hands and never want to miss. Any part that was of you I would give my all. To keep you close as I could and never let you fall.......# 200.......This life I live is not a joke but I can tell you now. It can get to much to handle if you dont know how. To laugh a lot at yourself and others that is cool. Just keep a grip and dont drink so much that you fall off of your stool. Jack can be a friend to some and others the worst thing. DUIs and jail time it can also bring. Keep a friend close to you that will watch your ass. And when you have had too much he will tell them pass.........# 201.......When I think of pretty ladies your face came into view. And the feelings that I had were really something new. Its not only of the skin when I say its fine. Its about the inside and what its made what kind. Caring hearts and loving souls can be all a person needs. But we were meant to reproduce and spread a few good seeds. As I ride my own road to places still unknown. Will there be a place for me to call my home. As a woman makes a home a man can fit right in. Just leave your junk in the garage and then your school will begin. No friends over to make a mess that is # 1. And love me every night and day and that will be our fun...........# 202...........Every soul is here to learn some things That I think is true. Only was to pass this test is be the real you........# 203..................Every sunrise that will be is always one thats new. And the best one that I think of would be the one with you. On a mountain side we climb our way is very dark. But we find the top and see the brightest spark. Of light that gives us life each day to all it is a gift. And God made it just for us to give us all a lift. When its work is done where I live today. Its already giving life to others way over that way. We count our lives by the way that it turns around. Another year will pass and by that you are bound. When good things have filled your head and never ever better. I will send my heart to you in a very special letter......# 204...........I always have an open heart to ones that need my help. I always give a piece of me when I hear them yelp. I dont care if the hair is ether short or long. All I know is that I hear a very sad sad song. Dont forget about me I am a dog for sure. Ands I will always show my love one that is so pure. Just to sit at your feet makes me feel so good. Ask me to do anything and you know I would. As I think about my life I see my closest friend. With his heart and his love me he did defend. Every time I saw his face he showed his love to me. And I know a truer friend there will never be.......# 205......... To every flower I want to bring. Pollen needed to make them sing. About the seeds they spread around. Nothing prettier will be found. The size or color dosnt really matter. All of the above and even the latter. With the dust of your kind. I make honey thats on my mind. The reason I fly on this earth. To pay my dues and prove my worth. Carry the word of love to all. That I believe is my call. I give everything today thats true. To the special one and thats You.......# 206.......Now its night and things I hear. Something is screaming and its coming here. Up from the depths of hell it climbs. Looking for victims that it finds. You are now a scrap of meat. He looks for ones that smell so sweet. I will stand in front of you. Because for a friend this I do. He wont want my kind of meat. Only rotten and never sweet. With my sword I make a thrust. And in my spirit I put my trust. Good will win on this day. And to you my friend I say. Love is worth more than looks. Or pretty pictures in some books. With just a hug with and smile. Will keep me happy for quite a while..........# 207..........I wonder what you think of me? And when you look just what you see. I try and laugh a lot each day. But to some its not their way. I will always have to give. A piece of myself so I can live. With Karma growing now at last. I can forgive my lonely past. Every moment I have to stay. I will make it the best day...........# 208........I have a tail to tell you now. With an open mind I will show you how. To help the ones that need it most. With no chicken they can roast. Share your table with a friend. Then they will share after they can. If we try and get along. We can sing a happy song. On this road we are not alone. All are brothers some no home.........# 209........ With my words I send a gift. To give to you Sweetheart a lift. With my hands I touch your face. Then our lips close will the space. As they touch I feel a spark. From my soul straight to the mark. This kiss is burned into my heart. And from this point our love will start..............# 210.........Can they really force someone. To give up stuff they thought was fun. We dont hurt we only play. Our boards with wheels all night and day. We jump and twist all kinds of ways. And bust our nuts on real bad days. Our hair is part of what we are. Each one perfect and a star. To be different is our way. And with our clothes we have a say. The ones that follow like a sheep. In that line they can keep. To be just one and not a bunch. Is my way and not a hunch..........# 211.....When I see my friends in need. To help them I will take the lead. Praying to the one that really counts. For them to recieve some huge amounts. Of what they need the most right now. A place to live or cut up cow. The good in you will come to light. And everything will turn out right. When your Karma is very good. And you have done all you should. Things will finally come your way. To one as good as you to stay.....# 212.....I came here to watch the sun. Rise and chase the dark for fun. Once a day he takes a ride. With his light and heat inside. Around and around he seems to go. But looks are decieving that we know. We are the ones spinning around. Trying to walk upon this ground. A friend of ours the moon it seems. Controls the tide by its means. It fills our heart also with love. When it shines from up above. The two we see night and day. Are here to keep us living our way. .....# 213.....Every person deserves respect with their first gulp of air. But after learning lessions I just hope they care. About the rights of everyone to say and do their thing. And not any violence to anyone they bring. If the road they take is not the one of peace. Karma will come and take them down at the very least. Its not how slick that you have been that will make you pay. But the truth judged by God and he will chose your day.......# 214.......To pass the time with you. Is what I want to do. The spirits have sent on wings. My flesh and blood it brings. Lumps of muscle and chunks of bone. Made of what came from my home. I ate things that came from hell. And on my tongue they fit so well. They might crawl and look like jelly. But cant be beat when in my belly. God made things for us to chew. Just take a bite you will love it too. ........# 215........I trusted some and I got burned. My heart was stabbed and then I turned. Hard as steel and cold as ice. But riding alone is not nice. So now I look for a few. Of true friends just like you. Ones that help when youre down. And wont run when troubles found. Then can see when youre hurt. And help you up from the dirt. They wont ask a thing of you. But give you what you need too. A kind word or piece of muscle. And when they call I would hustle. To the rescue I will run. To my friends who are number one. ............# 216...............Lost in you is where I go. What the cure is I dont know. I touch your skin and kiss your lips. On me you place your finger tips. The spot you touch is quite a thing. It pumps blood to make me sing. About the love I feel for you. And in my heart a part thats true. I will not give up my dreams. Love will grow by any means......# 217......I see life as a test. On our own to decide whats best. Take and use all we can. Or do whats right as a man. Stand in front to protect. The ones I love do not neglect. The miracle of life is a gift. And can be taken just as swift. Think about whats really right. And follow that thought with all your might........# 218.......Some dont like the way I am. Squares and my own uncle sam. They say I look dirty and smell like shit. But thats not the half of it. A little oil here and there. On my machine and in my hair. Pants are stiff and holes in boots. I dont own any suits. If I had a choice to make. Stay the same if all at stake. To be something that I am not. My care for friends cannot be bought. I hope sometime I find my space. With or without the human race........# 219......I was lost when I was young. Searching far and wide for some. One like me to take along. And help me sing a happy song. We together will share the load. Of lifes little bumps in friendship mode. I love to see your smiling face. And in my heart there is a place......# 220.......The horse was made to ride by man. Running faster than many can. Powerful legs are the driving force. And they will follow your own course. They respond to love thats true. And not abuse that wont do. When there is a heavy task. All you have to do is ask. Treat them well with a caring hand. Then loyal and proud they will stand. ......# 221......Just to sit and look at you. Is very nice and I love the view. But can I do more than look. Touch you in every nook. Kiss your neck and your face then to a very different place. One of wonder and delight. You are such a pretty sight. Not to fret I will do my best. To be better than the rest.........# 222......Across the miles a friend I see. With such beauty it inspires me. To see the trees and birds that sing. And a smile to me you bring. Some are shallow and have no heart. But you were different from the start. I saw in you a caring soul. And of the good that makes you whole. I was truly blessed that day. That the spirit lead the way. To find someone as nice as you. Was a gift to me thats true.......# 223......In the wind I see a dream. And more perfect it couldnt seem. I see beauty and the sky. Bound in spirit you and I. Across the miles I feel a lift. And in my life it is a gift. To have friends when times are bad. With is good without is sad. You I carry now with me. And on my mind you will be. Every waking day and night. Good luck to you with beams of light. From a spirit to your heart. And to mine to never part.......# 224.....Today I see a shooting star. Your the best and thats by far. Brighter than our only sun. And the kindness shown to one. With a heart of gold I see. The most perfect woman that can be. A good thing you have inside. And with you I want to ride. Into the sunset with a smiling face. And with you finding a peaceful place..........# 225......When a man is born to walk upon this earth. Many lessons learned just to prove his worth. The easy way is not the way to go. Only the way thats right an easy thing to know. When in doubt look inside that will be a clue. Never hurt another and treat them just like you......# 226.......Wise men wrote many books. But at the pictures I like to looks. The female form cant be beat. And can be the best kind of treat. Some say dirty I say class. And by those mags I cannot pass.......# 227.......I carry respect for all men. Until they make my life defend. From the lies and deceit. But I will stand upon my feet. Tell my brothers and others too. Of what the system will do for you. Pay your money to the man. You never see or know his plan. Mail it in so we dont know. How much they waste we see thats so. Whats the money that there worth. From there view we pay from birth.......# 228......Better rotten than not at all. Some think that way but not my call. I like it clean and fresh to smell. And with the taste I know so well. A little fat can make it nice. A lot more makes you eat it twice. The doctor said dont overdo. Too much of that might kill you. The part that I like the best. Filet Mignon has passed my test........# 229.....Care about the ones that show. Love to you that you know. Will stand with you till the end. And their loyality will not bend. Those are friends I would bet. Better ones you might not get. Things just might change for them too. Then their back watch to you. To care about another more than you do yourself. Cant be any better thats the greatest wealth.........# 230...............There must be a reason a spirit put me here. Not just a chance that you have lend an ear. Every word and moment was written long ago. It comes from my heart that I tell you so. I have seen many journeys that I have walked alone. And written many stories of where I made my home. The love I have for life is a pleasure to behold. Never will I tire even when I am old. Every second precious dont waste a bit of it. Find yourself a place where you really fit.......# 231.........My greatest muscle was made to take the strain. Using it to think with and not my normal brain. Some of you will think this might not be for you. But you better listen you might learn something too. I speak of love with kindness and never bitter now. Giving of myself from my heart thats how. The muscle that I speak of is in my chest you see. Its the one that really counts thats a part of me......# 232....... To find a friend that cracks a smile. Has been my goal for quite a while. Eyes and hearts that laugh are best. More desirable than all the rest. We all have things that dont go right. Just look to new a better sight. Dont give up your way of thought. Because some others might of bought. The way you think and wear your hair. Make some run but I dont care. I can accept quite a load. Of the baggage that you towed. When love has bloomed no flowers too high. I will come on wings that fly. Hands will touch and lips too. Sparks will fly from me to you.......# 233.....Every day is a thing wonder. And not all are full of thunder. Peace and love are not far away. From the place that you are today. Just in your mind take a trip. And learn to enjoy every moment of it. Leave the stress far down below. And put your mind on a speed thats slow. Look at clouds and stars at night. Enjoy the world and all thats right. Have faith in things not seen by man. Mother Earth does miracles because she can. If we open our minds tonight. Faith in a spirit will join our might. Peace will come to one and all. When to it we give our all...............# 234........I saw your face and then I knew. A kind spirit lives inside of you. Dosnt matter what we wear. Or the way we wear our hair. Some are rough and some are smooth. Dosnt matter we cant lose. Its the feeling of the heart. That matters most when we start. Down the road of life by chance. But we met by just a glance. You were ment to be my friend. From the begining to the end. Of the ride that we love best. Its time for joy forget the rest......# 235.......Morning brings the birth of light. We couldnt live without our sight. Rain brings life to the ground. And we live by what we found. Fed as birds by the seed. God supplies what we need. Just look up when in doubt. And do whats right or look out....# 236.....I have seen a lot of things that blew me off my stool. But just one look at you and all I did was drool. The prettiest face Ive ever seen made my heart beat fast. And the rest looked like it was made to last. If I had a castle that was big and bold. I would want you inside for me to kiss and hold. Dressed in the finest lace you would be my queen. And none more beautiful there was ever seen......# 237.....In the forest late at night. I am woken with some fright. Being stalked by a pest. Hes not nice and not a guest. Biggest cat Ive ever seen. Black and long and looks real mean. Hes not from here I know that. Still is hungry and not fat. Eye to eye I stare back. He is wondering what I pack. As he sees a gleam of light. From my knife he takes his flight. As I watched him run away. In my pants a load Id say......# 238.......I want more than just a kiss. To place my hands upon you miss. Always tender and soft to touch. Never I cared about so much. To rub your back and feet each day. Would be my job before we play. As you sleep I would protect. Watching over and never neglect. The bond we have is way down deep. And as a friend I will keep. You in prayers that I send. Up to heaven that I lend. My heart to you to hold it near. The same of yours I will dear. Until the last day of this earth. You were my destiny from my birth.....# 239...... To soar upon the winds up high. With open mind and wings that fly. A dream to me that would be true. As I soar embraced with you. Looking down upon the earth. Lets us judge just what its worth. To walk from the dark into the light. Lets you know you have chosen right. Happiness lost will find you soon. Under the beauty of the moon......# 240......I have watched you do your thing. And happiness to me you always bring. The spirit of life I see in you. Reminds me of what I want too. Peace of mind and thinking well. On a ride I hope to tell. How free we are to live with love. With a power from up above. When feelings pass between the miles. I send to you more than smiles. Still to see your eyes up close. Could give my heart a double dose. Of what I need to carry through. This part of life holding you......# 241.....I look inside my head to see. Pretty places I cant be. Its a trick I learned in jail. When no one would pay my bail. That way I could run away. Since all my life had went that way. The first time I felt some grief. Running at 7 was a relief. The road I found was dark and cold. No food or family and that got old. To walk upon this land alone. Without a friend or without a home. Is a trial and a test. But hang in there and do your best. Everyone born has a place. In this thing called human race.....<><><>..Update of Crap. A battle is going on in my head today. I dont want to care about humans anymore. They can be cold and hurt each other without thinking. I have been hurt my whole life. Its not a big deal for me is what I say. haha. Its the others that I think about. Anger and hate can influence your decisions in a negative way. UnoWho. I can only be myself. Hope you are not looking down on me. I know you had a lot more class than that. Machines have been known to piss me off. But they dont do it on purpose like humans. Follow your dreams dont ever stop....<><><>......#242......The clouds I watch up in the sky. And God created them and I know why. To bring us rain the gift of life. And men of peace without a knife. We call them gatherers and thats true. They gather food for me and you. A gift to grow a plant they say. Is a green thumb thats the way. Its not luck to understand. Why men grow upon this land. Its a job where you place. God and water in your space. When the heavens open now. You have been blessed and and I bow. To a human I respect. And promise never to neglect......# 243.......Watching you from where I am. The best reason because I can. You make my feel like a stud. And now you will be my best bud. Life is short some will say. Dont just wait love today. Now I send a precious gift. And to you I hope I lift. Spirits high as they can go. I pray to god to make it so. Never better I could be. When your happy along with me. In my head there is a dream. You the prettiest woman Ive ever seen.......# 244.......Only see me as I am. Bones, flesh and blood of a man. Can be broken and torn apart. But I have a soul and a heart. The strength I need to live today. Comes from a sprit and thats the way. In the past I had a friend. Now with smoke I will send. Messages high up in the air. To tell them that I really care. About the way I live my life. All alone without a wife.......# 245..........Can I write you some spicy words to go with my feelings. I respect women more than most men. You all should have your pedestal for us to appreciate you. Looking at you in front of me I could write for days. Of my desire and then lust will win out. I am not easly satified and days might be required to fill me up. With love born of desire. I want no quench of this fire. To feel the heat of our embrace. Will stiffen up and fill the space. You made for me a place to lay. But long not there did I stay. I kissed you over inch by inch. And licked your breasts and butt a pinch. As a butterfly with wings. You opened up some special things. Nectar sweet as for the bees. You looked down at and said please. Juice that flows from this well. Will make you strong and keep you well. When a woman loves a man. His spirit soars and then he can. Accomplish feats of no fear. Fighting for friends both far and near. Love can really change a place. From a hell to a happy space. Bring that love to my bed. Just lay down enoughs been said........# 246.......Usually when a gift is sent. Pleasurable things are meant. Sweet and sticky its all good. And such things are as they should. Its really not about the things. But the happiness that it brings. To the one that gets a gift. In their heart there is a lift. I hope this feeling that is real. Is the start of a good deal........# 247.......On Angel wings a friend I see. So Beautiful none more can be. Eyes that grab me by the heart. And brains that show me just how smart. Wrap you up and take you home. Youre the kind for my zone. Seeds will sprout and plants will grow. I feel your more than just a bro. When my heart beats really fast. I hope for love that will last. Through the times of good and bad. When we were laughing and very glad. To find the one that meant the most. And now to you I send a toast. Of good thoughts and happy dreams. And the best choice now it seems. Watch the stars they hold a clue. Of the destiny of me and you.......# 248.........Today I walk alone again. At the place that I begin. To feel the need for a friend. So best wishes I can send. And hopefully to hold a hand. Where we sit and when we stand. In the line with a view. And the perfect one of you. I cant remember how long its been. Since I commited such a sin. To take you in my fantasy world. Without your consent your toes are curled. Spank me now I am a thief. I took your body to get relief. None has made me feel this way. The way you do to me today.......# 249.......You carried me here with your love. Then I used a fur lined glove. To give to you the final call. With your show I had a ball. In my life Ive never seen. Such an act and second scene. You taught me things I did not know. But by the pain I know its so. I am blessed by your mind. I hope you see I am your kind......# 250.......Yellow flowers when they bloom. Not too long I hope real soon. White ones too I like to see. In their beauty there can be. Faces here that were more. Than just one pass through the door. To feel its right in my heart. Is a sign its time to start. Telling you just how I feel. About how high and kind of deal. I will make to win your love. If it is blessed from above. I hope you see when I bleed. And give to me the love I need. To hold a hand with truth and trust. Is what I pray if I must. Stay upon this earth a while. With the biggest kind of smile......# 251.......Take my heart and hold it near. Not eternal will it be here. But my love will last forever. And forget will happen never. Of the things I feel for you. The sparks and fire you feel it too. I was sent to pass a test. And I have tried my very best. To care about my fellow man. And do what little that I can. When I see a broken heart. I want to mend and give a start. To the one thats means a lot. And forget I will not......# 252......I want to see a different side, of life that can be found. By giving of myself, and avoid being downed. Always on the bright side, I will try and look. Give a chance to me, and I will even cook. Up the stuff you love the best, it would make me high. To give to you the best of life, and feel I am your guy........# 253.......Wild is a spirit that will take you there. Where another person will show you that they care. About your life and future and what will come to pass. I see a caring heart with a lot of class. Its my job to build you up and tell you what I think. But I always listen first and then give you a wink. Never will you wonder when my heart is true. I will show the perfect love only if its you. Waiting for a lifetime wouldnt be too long. For the right one to come and finally hear my song.......# 254......One thing that is special way down in my mind. Beauty in the spring time that I hope to find. Wildflowers are a wonder I need to see them bloom. I never tire of looking and never its too soon. Things will come to pass that keeps my faith alive. But without a heart to love how can I survive. Its very cold and lonely where I have to sleep. If a friend would come here I would surly keep. A hand upon your shoulder to show you that I care. And please dont think bad of me if I have to stare. At Beauty sent from Heaven to heal a broken heart. Never will I stumble and can not wait to start. To show another person that you can care that much. I would look into your eyes and give a gentle touch.....# 255......Looking for the light that will make me whole. Has been a lonely journey that has taken quite a toll. But enough is left to do the thing I do. Find a soul to join with and maybe it is you. Never will I give up the search till I find my prize. Its not about the color or not about the size. When the magic happens and love begins to grow. Not a word need spoken you will surely know. That a heart will find a special place to be. Near the new love found that I was sent to see.......# 256........Tonight I saw a spark of light. Dark it was but now its bright. The blood it surges through my veins. And still the lonelyness remains. I carry faith along with me. That things get better and will be. The best that they have ever been. Living in peace and without sin. Your face I see in front of me. Full of Beauty as it can be.
But more than that I see a soul. To see inside is now my goal. The vibes I get from you are real. And from my heart I feel the deal. Was meant to be sweet and nice. At any cost or any price. The road that I am on today. Is the best I have to say. You have been a part of this. And after this I hope not miss. The thought of you in my mind. With like thoughts and of my kind..........# 257........Walking away from what I know. To something new that is so. Its not easy to change a thing But more happiness it might bring. To my heart and soul today. Looking to change is the only way. Comming from just one to another. love is shared with every brother........# 258........Sitting here alone on this mighty throne. Makes me wish for family and a happy home. Someone who cares and prays for me. And help me look for dangers that be. To share the birth of a life. Was made by God to be a wife. When two are joined a miracle can be. Born of this earth so all can see. The ones we leave to carry on. Will stay long after we are gone.......# 259......Dont hate me as I am a man. I do the best that I can. To show my love to all others. And treat each one like my brothers. I was sent to say some words. And sing to you like little birds. With a song that is unique. And at me you took a peek. Peace is the name of that song. And with my help lasting long. When friends meet and pass this way. Happiness fills that whole day. And if by chance a seed will sprout. I will respond without a doubt......# 260.......As a knight you would be my Queen. The most perfect woman ever seen. Of man or beast I will protect. And prevent from harm and neglect. To quench this fire from my heart. Will not happen as a part. Of my life I live today. A part of me will always stay. Close to you to feel the love. Our friendship made from up above. A miracle felt across the miles. With such Beauty and Pretty smiles......# 261......You deserve a lot of class. With your talents and your ass. It makes a spark inside of me. That makes a rise as you will see. I use my hands to pull you near. And spread your legs to see your rear. Just a look to check that door. In case I want a little more. To satisfy my kind of love. It has to fit me like a glove. The blood is pumping now as fast. To my member that will last. Through the night until the day. With you I stay and I will play....# 262..........When man was made what was the plan. To care about or destroy this land. Our home is sick and we dont care. Some take more than just their share. Its going to end it can not last. Its not surprising look at our past. Slash and burn the earth for greed. Wasting it all at great speed. This all comes at a heavy cost. The future of man is all but lost........# 263......Another miracle another day. I was blessed you came this way. Things happen I cant explain. But they were sent to heal the pain. Thanks to you I have a smile. I have been waiting for quite while. The sun will rise and it will set. This is a miracle the best yet.......# 264........Place my name upon that list. Of ones that care and have kissed. Your lips so soft it was a dream. And with more my mind would seem. With no control to stop this madness. But in life I lost all sadness. So what a trade I made today. A chance that one might really stay. To watch my back and not control. The times I have to fill my bowl. Strike the clock with some power. And love will bloom by the hour.....# 265......Keep a place inside for me. I might be late but then lets see. What will come with every breath. And give a chance before loves death. Make me smile and show me love. I will pet you with a glove. Made from things that are so nice. Your worth more than any price. Watch my hands as I pray. To be close to you today. I came here to find a friend. And then two hearts then might mend. To laugh and live with some style. And from then we always smile.....# 266......As I sit and write these words. You I think of as the birds. Fly to here and there for food. Puts me in a real good mood. To think of places we would go. Of wonder and beauty that I know. A bed of fur out in the woods. With all the comfort and the goods. We would need to make a place. Built of love to be our space.....# 267......One look at you and I know the call. Send a message and not stall. To say the truth thats in my head. And write it down to be read. From one caring soul to another. I send my love and not cover. Up the feelings that I feel. In my heart that are very real....# 268......To look into your eyes and touch your silky skin. Would satisfy my lust but let the love begin. To watch the things that dance in the flames of fire. Shows you whats inside of this fiends desire. Made of flesh and bone with a heart that bleeds. Looking for a mate so I can supply her needs. The perfect one will come at the proper time. If the spirits will it I will make you mine.......# 269.......Not that it matters but whats your age. That question sets the perfect stage. For flight to begin like a bird. And stories of mothers to be heard. With men like that you run away. And you listen and stay away. To judge someone as they look. Might be wrong if they took. The best care that could ever be. But with out a chance they wont see. All I cared about was their soul. Thats the part that makes you whole. I pray for blessings to every man. The reason why? Because I can......# 270......Sundays carry thoughts of hope. Where we wonder with our poke. Stitting under trees with fruit. I banged my head with a root. Now my thinkings very clear. To the store to get some beer.........# 271.....When I see a speck of dust. I think of people that lost my trust. Because of actions that they took. For other friends I went to look. Along the way I saw a light. But not so sure it was right. To test your self is not a crime. But if you fail you are slime. In the eyes of ones that think. That their shit dosnt stink. So watch the road that you travel. So a judge wont bang a gavel. To send you on a trip to hell. One I rode and remember well.......# 272.....I went back to watch a show. Of abuse of long ago. It still hurts to think and send. Words that might have a chance to mend. Lives and minds torn apart. But now healing I hope will start. To grow from one just to another. Would heal some pain of a brother. Made of flesh and not of steel. Tends to bleed and really feel. Cuts to mind and your soul. Stops your pieces from being whole. It can mend look in me. I have opened and now can see. The good in ones that made my hell. As no one heard as I tried to yell........# 273........No one ever asked why I ran away. So I kept it all inside till this this very day. My mom and dad worked a lot. And one for me to care was not. I just left to ease their trouble. But the cops had burst that bubble. They put me in a place of locks. It was a lesson with hard knocks. Your never right your always wrong. And the judge wont listen to your song. When family throws you in the dirt. I didnt cry and show the hurt. Was hard as nails in the past. But Thank God that didnt last......# 274.......One look at you and I knew the call. Send a message and not stall. To say the truth thats in my head. And write it down to be read. From one soul to another. I send my love and not cover. Up the feelings that I feel. In my heart that are real.......# 275.....Every day is a test. To do my part the very best. Not to harm or distress. Another being in this mess. I will lead you in this land. Where our people make a stand. To watch and care for another. Mother, daughter, sister, brother. Some will come to hold your hand. And some will sit and not stand. With you to show that they care. About your health and playing fair.....# 276.....Wishes are a hope for dreams. Never come sometimes it seems. The faith I have is strong today. Spirits make it easy to live that way. Miracles come when they do. In their time and not you. When spirits call I have to say. Count your blessings there on the way. To make our life free and clear. With you close and always near. Can I hold you hand in time. To make you happy and be mine........# 277.....Watching you is so much fun. Makes me think you are the one. To make me happy in this life. In the kicthen with a knife. I will help you clean the mess. And make sure your work is less. To share the load is the way. Then together we will stay. Watch your back and keep you near. Always sure you are clear. Of any pain I can fix. If its long or if its quicks...... # 278......Some say fantasy is not good. But I am the boss when in my hood. I will drop this worldly bond. And fly above where none have gone. Flowers, trees and animals wonder. And when were there a spell were under. Dance with stars and planets too. In our mind theres lots to do. We watch the rise of the sun. With that respect he is the one. The warmth I see in your eyes. Was a look at clear blue skys. When Angels came I saw you. Standing close then I knew. You mean more than all the rest. None are close you are the best.....# 279.........When I think of Beauty all I see is You. None are any finer in this perfect view. The shell has class and cant be beat. But its whats inside that I think is sweet. A caring Soul and Golden Heart. Made so precious from the start. Of this life you live today. Thank God he let You come this way. To be my friend you fill me up. With all good things inside my cup. What I see is very pure. And so special that I am sure. That things will come to you my friend. That is a fortune that you cant spend. But the worth is more than gold. Its in those thoughts that you hold. In your eyes I see so much. And make me want to really touch. The only thing that was ever right. God has placed here in my sight........# 280......Life is full holes and hills. Smooth them out with crap that fills. The lowest spots that we ride. Its so easy with you inside. As I look at you today. My heart is smiling and thats the way. To be the best that you can be. Eyes must open so you can see. I cannot plan ahead. On a road whos end is dead. So I let the one whos boss. Call the side when we toss. The coin of life is heads or tails. But in my mind I have sails. To take us to the stars that shine. In this life that I call mine.......# 281......With my heart I write these words. Sent on wings of little birds. With their chirps they sing a song. Glad to hear them all day long. I look at the sky and I wonder. What a blessing it is to live under. A spell of love from that I asked. And true feelings that were made to last. I cant see what Angels think. But to me I bet they wink. Watching as we find our way. They can help if we pray. For good to cover up this place. And make this world a better space.....# 282.....Count my blessings yes I do. If you were here you would too. Trying to stay in the middle. Making Peace and anger little. Some will say I am a mess. But to them I say less. Is more what your all about. With no voice and not stout. Some will judge before they know. Why I am like this kind of joe. Telling all my secrets too. God and people just like you. In this life its give and take. And some decisions that we make. Might not turn out for the rest. But we tried our very best. I know my God will see thats true. The good in people just like you.....# 283.....In those eyes I see a look. It wasnt long my heart was took. Once I touch your precious skin. The sparks and fire will begin. To roar and grow out of control. My heart is full and feeling whole. This is new and quite a rush. Praying hard no faith to crush. I was sent to look in eyes. By my God who is so wise. Saying things from in my heart. Thats his wish to do my part.....# 284.......................div> |
Turn ons:
Black Nylons,Long Legs,Pretty Face,intelligent,open minded,good soul,caring heart,incredible eyes,BEST FRIEND! |
Turn offs:
People that are self centered.!!Iam not a dog call me a wolf thats OK. When I was in my teens they called me the "TIN MAN". They said I had no heart. What do YOU think now? |
Ideal:
Not on a control trip, just let me be me. And I would do likewise..Never Surender Your Dreams And You Always Will Be A Winner | |
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Activities:
If You Find a poem that fits it must be for "YOU" Iam only a messenger here. Maybe at a later time it might give you something you need. Jot it down you never "KNOW". I pray to five Gods, covering my bases. HAHA. Just so you dont get pissed for me not responding quickly. Some of the time Iam writing. My mind has to stay in that place for me to finish it. So have patience with me PLEASE>...I try to respond to all it just takes awhile OK......>>(:
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Interests:
Anything that makes you feel good? A good game of pool and a pitcher of beer with a sweet lady. I will let you win. Hoping you will return the favor later!!HA HA!!
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Favorite Music:
Johnny and Edgar when they play. make me happy every day. ZZ Top are the best. when they play I get no rest. Stevie Ray is so hot. Iam even rocking when iam not!..Frank Zappa is a trip. Some one help me get a grip!.JH went to the MAX.
JIMI used it like an axe..Jackson B.I could see. Had turned out just like me..Otis R. was really cool. I even listened on the stool..
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Favorite TV Shows:
Using it for Rock and Roll only now !!Then Jack La Lane for the chicks. Life of Riley, Help Mr Wizard, Have Gun Will Travel, Rawhide,
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Favorite Movies:
MR. ROBERTS, THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE UGLY, ONE MILLION YEARS BC, SLINGBLADE, Taxi Driver, Scent of a woman, Castaway, Boy with the green hair, Wizard of OZ, FRITZ THE CAT, HANG EM HIGH, NICE DREAMS, UP IN SMOKE, EASY RIDER, REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE, TEN COMMANDMENTS, DIRTY HARRY,
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Favorite Books:
Map Book, Dictionary, Match book, Cook Book, Treasure Island, Robinson Crusoe. Intro is turning into one.
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Favorite Quotes:
"MAKE MY DAY PUNK","Sucker born every minute"!haha...."My what big eyes you have"!!..."I will huff and puff and blow your house down"..." Keep your powder dry". "You Dont Know What You Have Until You Loose It"
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About Me:
I try to be funny to cover up my ripped out guts. Finally able to vent the pressure cooker. That is what is in my writing, and comments!Try to post A New Poem Every Day. Enjoy.!!The poems have almost stopped, but theres hope they will continue. Only the finest people will read this and it looks like you are one. A handshake or peck on the cheek is now given in the proper order to the proper gender. Now, the ones that need a little extra attention, I will at your request, Stimulate you in a way that was not possible before. Only your imagination and my commitment is able to achieve such a feat.To those of you who wonder where this dude came from here is a simple view. Lost my family at 7 to greed and not being wanted. Was sent to military school and was turned into a soldier. Not a good way to grow up. Married and divorced to my best friend. Went to the back woods of Idaho and worked in a logging camp. I got a puppy from a farmer that was half wolf and had blue eyes. He was to be my best friend ever. I named him Yogi. He loved me no matter what. No human ever did that. I was a logger and miner for the next 27 years in the northwest. Now I am here watching my dad who is 93. I gave up my dreams for him. The one person that hurt me the most I give everything to today. Some ask why? The question was not what kind of father he was. But what kind of son that I am. I dont like the city I escaped once and I will again. The poems started in september after a prayer. Strangest thing to ever happen to me. I have over 230 as of 10-2-09. In the last year I have written poems about the faces I see here. The stories I listen to are amazing pages of life. Some are very sad but there are some that are happy and inspire me to spread the word. Friendships make a better world. Life is short tell people what you feel for them. Dont wait till its not possible. Every human being on this earth has rights, but not all feel that way. Karma in the end will judge your deeds. By giving of yourself with love you will plant seeds.
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