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Introduction:
lost....is my handle and also my STATE OF MIND!!!!

Get Yours now!
GONE
My mother is now gone, she is forever no more I have sadness deep within my soul my very core
Many miles and years kept us apart, how I hope She knew I loved her with all my heart.
I can never have those years back all the time we lost, If we could I’d pay the price no matter the cost
We had times where we were at each others throats its true Regardless I always did love you
Don’t put off today, when there may not be another tomorrow I did, now my heart will forever be filled with sorrow
I am sorry I couldn’t be there for you as your life ended Hope you I am glad that we had things mended
My brother he called right after you’d gone and left this here place She is in no more pain he saw that in your face
I am sorry that I wasn’t there with you for the last beat of your heart Like you for me when mine just began to start
Mother I feel so sad that I didn’t get to kiss you goodbye Damn how I wish you didn’t die
All the memories are playing inside of my head I still cant believe your gone, your really dead
I want to pick up the phone and call you , but I know that your not home, oh mama I feel so all alone
You gave me life you gave me love , I hope your looking down from the heavens above
Take care and I hope I will see you again For now your on another journey let it begin
Now as hard as it is and it will be I know its time for you to go and be free
I am trying not to cry for you because you asked me not too But its so hard when I just really miss you
One day I will not cry for you but until then mamma bye I love you Barbara S
06/19/2008
This is written for my mother, CHERYL ALEXANDER MARTIN
She past away on June 15,2008.
I couldn’t be with her but I am so thankful that my little brother
BRITT was able to be there with her and for that I will always
Be grateful.
well there is alot to say about me but i when i think about it i guess there isnt really anything to say after all looking for my dad no luck made lots of friends on here and some of them are tops with me (you know who you are ) but living in las vegas going broke and crazy but hey least the weather is nice 11 out of 12 months a year lol so thats about it i guess dont want to bore you anymore
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sunny dazes summer rains good friends babies laughing and my smart pretty wonderful granddaughter!!!!!!!!!! |
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dumb people winter coldrains be lonely |
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Activities:
WELL NOW I AM JUST TRYING TO PISS OFF THE GENERAL WORLD SO TELL ME HOW AM I DOING SO FAR
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CHARLES WILLIAM SPROUSE JR aka CHUCK SPROUSE aka DAVID JUSTICE dob 1946 he is an Aquarius med build height 5ft8 to 5ft11 tall blonde blue ONLY CHILD BORN TO NELLIE AUDREY PASCHALL SPROUSE AND CHARLES WILLIAM SPROUSE SR SHELTERING ARMS HOSPITAL IN RICHMOND VA HIS MOTHER DIED IN JULY OF 1960 (I THINK RIGHT DATE) HE DID TIME AS YOUTH IN VA NEAR VA BEACH FOR ARSON AND PETTY CRIMES AS WELL AS THE CITY OF RICHMOND HE MARRIED MY MOTHER CHERYL ANN ALEXANDER IN DILLION SOUTH CAROLINA BY A SARA MOFFIT I WAS BORN 10 31 1964 AT MCV HOSPITAL IN RICHMOND VA HE USED TO HAVE A RED CONVERTABLE WITH A BLACK RAG TOP WHEN I WAS 2 OR 3 YEARS OLD HE ALSO LIKES RED HEADS AND IS GOOD POOL SHARK HE HAS 2 OTHER CHILDREN I KNOW OF ONE GIRL AUDREY SPROUSE(SHE HAS 2 BOYS KNOWN OF) SHE ALSO GOES BY DALLAS IN RICHMOND VA SON SCOOTER NO OTHER INFO KNOWN LIKES ICE IN MILK IN EARLY 70S AT CAROLSEL STORE IN RICHMOND VA LOCATED ON WEST BROAD STREET LARGE SIZE BLACK AND WHITE POSTER OF HIM ON MOTOR CYCLE WEARING COLORS MY MOTHER SAYS IT WAS THE OUTLAWS BUT I CANT FIND PROOF OF THAT NOT SURE WHAT CLUB IT WAS I WAS LIKE 6 AT TIME HAS THE MOST PIERCING BLUE EYES LIKE MINE AND BLONDE HAIR LIKE ME I FOUND OUT THAT HIS FATHER CHARLES WILLIAM SPROUSE SR LIVES IN A PLACE CALLED MANAKIN SABOT IN MANASSAS VIRGINIA SO THATS WHAT I KNOW DOES ANYONE OUT THERE KNOW ANYTHING ELES REGARDING CHUCK MY DAD I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE AGE 3 AND WOULD REALLY LIKE TO BEFOR HE PASSES AWAY (see my mother is ill and she will be gone soon and dont want to be totally without parents plus he has grandkids and one GREAT GRANDCHILD a little girl he is missing out on so some one if you know anything please please let me know thanks so very much lost aka barbara
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if you look in my photos there is a photo of a young man my mother claims LOOKS ALOT LIKE CHUCK DID WHEN HE WAS YOUNGER IT ISNT HIM BUT MY MOTHER CLAIMS IT COULD HAVE BEEN HIS TWIN
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TRYING TO LOCATE MY DAD SOMEONE OUT THERE HAS TO KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT HIM PLEASE READ INFO I HAVE GATHERED OVER THE MANY YEARS I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING THANKS LOVE AND RESPECT BARB
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About Me:
i am a GREAT WONDERFUL FUNNY WITTY SEXY COOL SCORPIO CHIC that loves to party and have fun i live in the GREATEST CITY IN THE WORLD also one of the most dangerous ones as well but LAS VEGAS NEV THERE IS NO OTHER PLACE LIKE IT IN THE WORLD i have lived in many places and several states i have moved away and ALWAYS MOVE BACK and i plan on staying here the rest of my life i cant imagine living anyplace eles i have tried it and guess what EVERY PLACE ELES SUCKS
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