 | BellyDancer Have a great and safe weekend my dearest friends. Still cleaning my emails, 108 and counting! |
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Females and Males
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Friends, relationships, riding partners
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Religion: |
Wind Therapy and holding on to you tight |
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Introduction:
Hello my friends welcome to my page. My name is Jackie. I am 5'4" petite and curves in the right places! LOL! I am self-employed as a Healthcare Consultant now as of four years. I negotiate Contracts between Hospital Systems and Physician Organizations with health insurance plans in IL, NW IN & parts of WI, work from home and on the road alot meeting with my clients. Have a B.S. in Business Administration & Economics and a Masters in Healthcare Administration. Don't let that intimidate you...I am very down to earth as a person. Beauty & Brains what more can you want! LOL!
I enjoy oil painting, writing poetry, (samples of my poetry below), and short stories and journaling where I can express my hopes, dreams, emotions, my passsions, ideas and inspirations. Swimming, anything by the water, riding horses, dancing, travel to warmer climates. Love the outdoors. Belong to a H.O.G. Chapter in Elgin,IL now in Gilberts also a Board Officer and Newsletter Editor and also of my church.
Every May as of the Mid 80's we sponser the Little Angels Rides out of Woodstock H-D for Little Angels a home for mentally and physically challenged children, anywhere from 3K-5k bikes on the ride. I'm also a Life H.O.G. Member. |
Turn ons:
Tatts, bald headed & long haired man, gotees, great smile & eyes windows to the soul.Anything dipped in white chocolate.Yellow & peach roses, violets, jasmine. Scent patchouli. Fireplace with someone special & hot tub a bonus. Color blue "Biker Black." Sto |
Turn offs:
Aggresive & controling people and bad hygiene mouth, teeth and private parts think about where your hands have been all fucking day guys. If you're a woman we do think about it! |
Ideal:
I'll let you know if I find him. Remaining hopeful in find love, I never close the door on finding love.Knows how to treat a woman with respect.Trust,honesty,players move on.A man that can handle his buisness and hold his own."Has a job" & is compatible wi | |
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Activities:
Ok...now for those men on here who wonder about my screen name "BellyDancer", yes I do belly dance, did it professionally as a hobby and for fun, taught classes for 5 years and now it is for private viewing only LOL! If you are lucky!
One of my favorite activities writing poems, here are some enjoy!
WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE GARDEN
PEACEFUL SLUMBER WAITS MY EYES.
I FEEL YOUR WARMTH INSIDE ME
FILLING MY HEART WITH WISHFUL DREAMS
INTO THE WINDOWS OF YOUR SOUL
TOUCHING YOUR HEART LIKE NO OTHER
WITH YOUR LOVING FACE BESIDE ME
YOU ARE THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS
NO MORE SORRY FILLS MY SENSES
ONLY VISIONS OF PURE DELIGHT
I CLOSE MY EYES AND WONDER
HOW I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR TOUCH
YOUR SCENT INVADES MY SENSES
EVEN THOUGH WE'RE MILES APART
I CAN ALMOST HEAR YOUR LAUGHTER
SO CLOSE I CAN ALMOST TOUCH
WOULDN'T IT BE NICE TO OPEN MY EYES
AND SEE THAT THIS WOMAN IS ME?
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A Forgiven Broken Heart
Today you opened my eyes,
you had me believe that you were only telling lies. As my heart fell to the ground
and the tears begin to roll,
It made me feel like I was never whole.
This pain I feel I try very
Hard to for get.
But yes I am scared of what will happen next.
I have forgiving you as my day has went on.
my heart it bleed as we spoke on the phone.
The tears they rolled down my face,
and every little evil thought
they had to be erased.
I knew I wanted to forgive you and I did it so fast,I wondered if our relationship will ever last.
But here....here is my heart
I will leave it with you,
If you feel you can not protect it
just tell me and please be true.
You held out your hand when I was fallen over the cliff,You pulled me up and my mind left only to drift.I had thoughts of what am I really doing here,When will it be our time?
or is it even near?
I don't want to hold on to something that is not there,
And my heart has no more room to share.
If you ever have the thought that we have no future together.
then let my hand go, let me mend and make this better.
Let me accept you as you are,
Let's not make false dreams
that we both know are by far.
For the first time in a long time my heart has been torn.
and pain no more is what I have sworn.
Let us try and start a brand new day,
and please never again hurt my heart that way.
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FREE ME…
FREE ME FROM THIS EMPTYNESS I FEEL.
YOUR WARMTH...YOUR LOVE...YOUR SPIRIT...
HELP ME TO FORGET THE PAIN...
DEEP FROM WITHIN ME I WINCE...
FROM THE AGONY AS IT SLOWLY
TUGS AT MY SOUL TEARING AWAY...
TO REVEAL A NEW FOUND EXISTANCE
IT FLOWS THROUGH ME...
REJUVINATING MY SENSES LOST
AND THROUGH IT ALL I FIND YOU...
HOLDING ME CLOSE NOT LETTING GO
EMBRACED IN THE MOMENT...
I KISS THe NAPE OF YOUR CHEEK YOUR LIPS
AND I FIND YOU WILLING AND ACCEPTING...
TO THE PLEASURE WHICH WILL FOLLOW
I KISS YOU AGAIN PLUNGING DEEPLY...
TONGUES DIPPING, DARTING AND DANCING.
LIKE TWO COBRAS INTERTWINED...
THE MOMENT FROZEN IN MY MIND
TIME STANDS STILL AND WE PAUSE...
LOOK INTO EACH OTHERS EYES
THEN INDULGE OUR SELVES ONCE MORE...
OBLIVIOUS TO OUR SURROUNDINGS
YOU GAZE INTO MY EYES AND SEE...
MY SMILING EYES EVIL GRIN
SAYING OUR GOODBYE'S…
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Closer.........
Come closer; hold on tight
close your eyes
while I seek your treasures.
I’ll shower you with desire
and bathe within your streams.
Take a journey through mountains
of passionate pleasures
caressing valleys and hills.
Come closer, hold on tight
I close my eyes
and touch your skin
floating through flesh so true;
your grip on me
radiates ecstasy.
Petals so soft
silky, so smooth
sensual intensity floods within me.
Pulsating energy
searing through my soul
penetrating boundaries, overflow…
Leaving me breathless
excited, energized,
focused on giving you all.
Through time and space
worlds collide
all becoming one,
while souls transverse
conscience fantasy
becoming reality.
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DESTINY OF TWO SOULS
I call to him through the mists of time,
To bestow upon him a tender caress,
To hear my heartbeat and offer my soul,
To give him strength so that he may climb...
Above his reality, his worries, his fear,
In a cloud of love to help him soar high,
To loving arms and a soft gentle kiss,
To defeat the darkness and help him see clear...
That upon the stars, our souls will meet,
Merging together into one glowing light,
A special sharing of two loving hearts,
He is truly the one reason that mine still beats...
For through this love, my soul does fly,
For neglected it has lain my whole life long.
Forever I have searched for the half that was missing, By the grace of God, I now gaze into eyes...
That are full of love for me alone,
And feel the arms that strongly hold me so close,
And the lips and soft touch that sets my body on fire, And hear the voice that whispers in a soft tone...
Of his love, his passion and his long search for me,That has turned all his loneliness into joy.
To him, I tell of my heart that was locked,
And that only he, alone, has held the right key...
To remove the lock and open the door,
To my body, my heart,
My mind and my soul.
He is the treasure at the end of my rainbow,
Our search done, together we are, forevermore.
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A WOMAN SHOULD…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
one old love she can imagine going back to and one who reminds her how far she has come
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
enough money within her, control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
some thing perfect to wear if the date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a youth she's is not content to leave behind
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her old age
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
One friend who always makes her laugh and one who lets her cry
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a feeling of control over her destiny
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job, break up with a lover,
and confront a friend without ruining the friendship
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and when to walk away
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect, but it’s over but that she still has the child in her
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone...even if she doesn't like it
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
whom she can trust, whom she can't,
and why she shouldn't take it personally
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go be it to her best friend's kitchen table or a charming inn in the woods when her soul needs soothing
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day,
a month and a year
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Interests:
Favorite Riding Link: http://www.chicagomotorcycleguide.com/EVENTS.HTM
Traveling prefer warmer climates, have traveled in the Middle East & Europe. Socializing with close freinds and family always able to make new ones. I'm very sociable enjoy people. Swimming, doing anything fun around or in water.
And of course riding on a thunder Harley with wind blowing through my hair with someone special. No Helmets on this girl! LOL! Enjoy being out as much as in spending time with someone special indoors.
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Favorite Music:
Music is my life, my CD's, 45's and LP's and cassette collections are very eclectic. Yes you heard right 45's.
I studied classical piano since I was 5 yrs. old started playing by ear. Was in a local rock band in the late 70's lead vocals & keyboards, if you are local to Chicago, places like the Thirsty Whale and Rusty Nail.
I've been to many concerts from Aerosmith to Tina Turner. I love Rock,some metal, Southern Rock, Jazz, Old School R&B, and Blues performers.
I'm not limited to certain food types ethnic, exotic, atmosphere and a special person a plus. Traveled the Middle East & Europe.
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Favorite TV Shows:
All the crime shows, CSI NY, NCIS, CSI Miami,Discovery, House, Boston Legal, Desperate Housewives (for shits & giggles), Boston Legal, Brothers and Sisters, Law & Order Special Victim Unit, Grey's Anatomy, Saving Grace and The Closer. Sopranos now their gone. Not a couch potatoe! "And shows that make you think!"
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Favorite Movies:
Suspense thrillers, Drama and Comedies.
Favorite movie, Same Time Next Year with Alan Alda and Ellen Burstyn. Two marrried people who meet at a resport the same time every year and have a weekend affair. The nice thing about it is your see them change through the decades and everything that goes on with them in their personal life. A chick flick not really.
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Favorite Books:
The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. Explains what on earth we are here on earth for and how to deal with life's barriers. Biographies of famous and historical people. And thrillers & crime books.
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Favorite Quotes:
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams".
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What are you looking for that you have not found yet? Is there anyone out there that's real with true intentions and knows what he wants?
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About Me:
First of all, if you add me or I add you as a friend I will do my best to maintain contact with you either by email, chat or a wall posting and I hope your do the same. As you can see, I do have numerous friends so it will not be a daily thing. I have friends that I communicate with on a regular basis.
I am not on here to see how many numbers I can get on my friends list because in all reality most people that you meet online you will never meet in person. I am on here to develope friendships with people that I am going to be able to hang out with, ride with , and maybe one day find that very special person that I will grow old with, it's not about numbers to me, so if you send me a friend request and I accept it and I don't hear from you on a regular basis then don't be offended if I remove you from my list. It's not about fantasy to me it's about reality.Quality not Quantity. SO I WILL DELETE YOU IF I DON"T HEAR FROM YOU!
"A woman should be a lady in the parlor and a slut in the bedroom." Ok, first of all no webcam here, so if you want T&A look at the profiles of girls with exposed breasts & asses and the most friends listed on their sites. Take me for my worth not just my appearance. Been here before, tried the real world dating and back for the last time in cyberspace. Multi-daters, one night stands, unresolved life issues, hostility about Ex's wives or girlfreinds, failed relationships, rebounders; not knowing what you want or looking for in life or a partner, you say you don't mind smokers, but you do; move on to the next profile.I will quit in time for me and me only.
Now having said that, a bit of insight on me; my honesty, awareness and enlightenment.I heighten my enlightenment by my approaches to people, nature, my surroundings and self. I treasure my experiences in being mortal. I feel that I am the true essence of an enlightened spirit a light that I will see when finally I cross over funny thing is,I see it now in glimpses.I come from a Lebanese and Polish heritage I change with the tides; I camouflage and you can't see me or see me coming.My father would call me his chameleon.I adjust to any setting setting with minimal or no effort from bars, camping, dancing, to playing with dolphins, to a diplomatic ball, to a dive bar, to a hole in the wal for the best Mexican food to riding on Harley's, one of my many passions provided the partner is right!!!
I am energy a force to be reckoned with come into my light and warmth. My world is my canvas. My journals contain my heart, tears, love, pains my visions,dreams and ideas.Positivness and awareness is great but have the women you have seeked in the past fulfilled and completed you? Some encounters maybe surface and instantly others can develop into a beautiful symphony if one allows themselves to play and allows the other in. I have had the bad, Ugly and good ones,and non-commital, still waiting for that passionate one where mind, body, soul, spirit and intelect meet and become one, a man of substance.
My highest emotional aspiration and the continuation of my smile go hand in hand achievement of the ultimate passion until tears appear and welt in my eyes. Having my lover gaze into my eyes while seducing me into eternity while I pull him towards me and into my soul through my eyes. Savoring every food as the ultimate passion fruit on earth. Watching my lover eyeing me from across a room and feeling his eyes and body on mine or have him pass me and have a part of him brush up against me in passing.
I sway with the breezes of the winds and the waves of the water.Feeling gratified in all I do and the goals I set for myself; awaiting to discover and rediscover myself.
Bottom line, I am in a good place in my life where I know what I want and don't and wil not setlle. Things I do want freindship that will lead to a relationship.I do reciporcate in every way; caring, atteniveness, faitfulness, honesty, respect and the key "open communication" at all times a man that can speak more than two sylables.
What I don't want; is what you have read in the beginning of this summary. You make the choices in life and it would be nice to make the right one for a change, agree? Think about it.
Born in Cairo Egypt, Lived in Kuwait until 12/1974. Lebanese/Cypriot on father's side, (that's were the belly dancing comes in lol!) and Polish on mother's side. As I have been exposed to various cultures throughout my life I can identify, relate and appreciate all races, heritages, religions and background.
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