Ten miles from town and I just broke down Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won't stop at nothin' To see you so I've started runnin'
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter As long as I'm laughin' with you I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after After the life we've been through 'Cause I know there's no life after you
Last time we talked, the night that I walked Burns like an iron in the back of my mind I must've been high to say you and I Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time
Oh, why did I ever doubt you? You know I would die here without you
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter As long as I'm laughin' with you I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after After the life we've been through 'Cause I know there's no life after you
You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one After this time I spent alone It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind So I'm runnin' back to tell you
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter As long as I'm laughin' with you I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after After the life we've been through, yeah Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you Know there's no life after you Know there's no life after you Know there's no life after you Know there's no life after you Know there's no life after you Know there's no life after you, yeah
I felt an anchor on my heart, as each day, it became more intertwined with yours; and as those passed, I fell back into the comfort of your arms, just like I thought I would when we first met. I still think about that day; I still wonder what your first thoughts were, if you had any sleep that night, and what led you to me.
I keep thinking the last time you decided for us to go our separate ways; I'll admit, it made me hurt in ways I never thought possible, what I had, what I lost; what I probably would never get back. I couldn't let go, I was hanging on to what ever memory I could, hoping for that chance...and it happened.
I was weary about it this time, excited, and also in a state of panic for myself. I wondered if my heart was being taken for granted...yet again. I was hesitant and nervous to meet you...see your face; I thought I would break down in tears...but I didn't. I wasn't fine without you, but opposite of what I wanted you to think, only to avoid the heart ache. You touched a part of me that made me feel alive, made me feel whole, and at peace...at home in your heart. I'll never forget that moment. I took it back because I realized I never wanted to be without it. Didn't want to lose what became my life...you did.
Everyday our lives are a challenge...but I couldn't picture facing them without you at my side....
Sometimes you think you know what love is, if you've never experienced it's side effects before; but you never really do know 'til you've lost it, 'til your heart aches, 'til your picking up the broken pieces, and the world feels like it's falling beneath you. You are never without love, but to feel without it, is like never getting it back but eventually you do. Don't think of it as something you have to have, or you'll never be able to figure out its true value. Everything comes with time. Be kind with your words, but stern with your heart; too many failures can result in a returicle depression. If your heart ends up being broken, take the time to heal it, before you go moving on; drowning the new love of your life in your misery. Be happy with who you are and don't change unless it's to better yourself...not someone else. Too many times, people change their attitude and lifestyle to accomadate the relationship their in...that's not honest. Listen to people's advice, doesn't mean you have to take it, but consider all the options. Have security in your decisions and take all the time you need in making them; love will always be there even though sometimes you neglet to see it. Learn to judge people for their motives; some don't plan on holding your heart...they only tell you what you want to hear. But with every bad apple, there's still a good one on the tree. Every wise person says patience is a virtue, and in love, it should be practiced, as it will be tested from time to time. Most of all, keep your eyes open; you never know who'll come along next, but keep your guard up as to whom you'll be willing to let into your heart!
I still, in some sense, do not grasp the concept of love, but I have a pretty good idea of how I think it should work. And though sometimes it throws us through a couple loops of almost disaster, the thing in there that beats and the thing up there that thinks are always after our happiness; though it may seem like trial and error...
I find myself livid But the tears don't fall The future for us not so vivid It hurts me to the core On my knees I crawl Feelings I can't ignore And the tears don't fall
All I asked is for a little more But the tears don't fall Catch me before I open the door Hold me before I fold No heart break, Not even when you call Don't be so cold And the tears don't fall
I cry inside But the tears don't fall Your love for me...a lie The rain starts to pour You try to stall A flood of anger, I colapse to the floor And the tears don't fall
You held me dear to your heart for so long. It’s hard to believe it’s been years, you’ve been gone. I’ve cried a million tears for you; I see you in my dreams. I try to keep my head held high, with the exception of today it seems. I try to keep this day from coming, but it happens once a year. When all the moments of my childhood; become all my fears. Because I never wanted to live my life without you; I never wanted to let you go. But every year, on this day; my heart sinks so low. The Sorrow on loved one’s faces, As each one holds a single white rose. As my tears are inconsoleable, but I see now this is how loves goes. So on this day I keep writing to you; because this hurts so much inside. To remember Easter Sunday, as the day a loved one died.
2005 Aprilia The future of my future, a little on the expensive side...maybe in 20 years when I can afford it. $20,000, a little color tweek n it'll be mine O' mine.